"i just know that life's not so bad..."

[hobbitaddict]

yesterday i was feeling pretty down. still am. i wasnt about 20 minutes ago, but then i did something so inconsiderate. and now somebody hates me right now. i dont like being hated.. kinda makes me hate myself.. cuz i knew i didnt need to do what i did. i gotta admit it- and its a good thing to admit- i dont like to be rude.. so why do i do it??

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i think i remember now..

[hobbitaddict]

.. yesterday i was feeling down.. but now i feel better. i do realize that with a lil bit of change on my part things can get better for me. im trying to revert myself back to the way i was feeling in the morning.. its hard.. there was something better and more meaningful that i was gonna say.. but i guess now is just not the time. i probably should be doing something else.. time doesnt stop for me. oh ya now im startin to remember!! .. im gonna write it in a neww entry!!