i hate a certain stupid cheating bastard. because i can't find a job now. not even at a damn fast food place. subway just turned me away. i just don't know what i'm going to do. i have 120.00 to my name and have 253.00 due on Sept 15. then 43.00 due the 16. and then i still owe my mom for my cell phone bill this month and for next month. i'm ( Read more... )

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Tomorrow my mom goes for her MRI to see exactly where the few cancer cells are that traveled from the breast lump. I hope its as positive of an outlook as Dr. Shoemaker said ( Read more... )

yesterday was a luvly day. 85 degrees, a little breeze, and not a cloud in the sky. so i went to the beach. it was beautiful. there were barely any waves and as always, the water stretched on forever into the horizon. but even though there were quite a few people there (nobody i knew of course), i was lonely. i sat there on my beach towel wishing ( Read more... )

i've been smelling something cooking for a while. she comes in my room and says, "i smell something cooking. did you cook something on the stove?" i say, "no." she says, "can you smell that?" i say, "yes." she says, "must be something next door at pizza hut." so i get up in a bit to go to the bathroom and as i pass through the kitchen i see that ( Read more... )

I just got home from the hospital and although the surgery went well, the biopsy did not. The results said my mom's lump is malignant. So she is going to have to stay longer in the hospital and take more x-ray's and then have surgery again in 2 weeks. But it also should go well. I believe that Dr. Shoemaker is the best doctor at Thomas Hospital. ( Read more... )

My mom's surgery went well. She is sore though and is staying over night at the hospital. She should recover nicely.

I'm tired.

I really want Kim to come stay with me tonight.

She better!

Or else!

even though its not supposed to be fall yet. The leaves are falling, the temperature is falling, I am falling.....in love with Billy more everyday! =P This weekend was very nice. I went to my mom's. We fried fish on Saturday and then took the RV to Issac Creek and stayed the night. I saw an alligator in the creek. He was about five feet long. We ( Read more... )