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[hobobndgeek]

even though its only recent if you haven't heard or if you consider me posting occasion or rare ... i don't really care that much but i had to come up with some title and spend my time doing something - so anyways i am going insane cause usually i am so tired after practice that doing homework seems just the right amount of effort to put me to

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[hobobndgeek]

... its me playing mindgames by not "making a move" or acting on instinct par say, waiting, waiting and more waiting puts one at a different position then started. so now i think i am overthinking/overanalyzing it and i know it as well or at least i hope i know that... thanks for the advice though

[vicarious_renji]

oh crap, is this because of what i said? If it is, I'm sorry... i wasn't really intending to play mind-games or whatnot. I was going to tell you, but then as I was doing it, I realized that it would be a nice thing to do as she's (i guess) my friend. I'm sorry, she just bugs the shit out of me sometimes... and I was feeling kinda vengeful... as i said, I sometimes don't have a conscience.

sorry if this is because of me. Still though, maybe you wouldn't be so wired if you didn't drink so many monsters. That stuff fucks up your adrenaline system.

[hobobndgeek]

don't worry alice, i don't drink monsters nearly as much as some think i do ... i have had a total of five - anyways your what might be considered the secondary as i discussed and for anyone else who is confused - that is not my intention as well, and for anyone who wants to know what i mean by secondary they can ask alice, ... and no alice you are not the one playing mind games - don't worry abouts it