I'm absolutely miserable. I've been really sick all week, my birthday was on Wednesday. Happy fucking birthday to me. I'm 20. I've been sleeping normal except no matter what I feel like I didn't even go to bed the next day, and I go through the day in a dismal zombie like state. I skipped classes to try to sleep, no help. Had a pretty bad fever one ( Read more... )

I don't know about people anymore. I don't know what to do about it either. She says to me 'it's because you're intelligent'. I hope to god its not the reason. I'd take anything over that. I honestly think it would be easier to be ignorant, an idiot. I'd rather leave this totally vague because the more I think about it, the more stupid it sounds ( Read more... )

I've felt great this week, which is strange because I've had so much work and stress the past two weeks. But everything seems awesome now. I got a 70 on my calc II midterm, the class average was a 58. Someone got a 1, probably for writing their name, haha. Sarah and I went to providence place last saturday, it was fun. Then we did calculus together ( Read more... )

Generally tough week. Phil came in and apologized to me last night, admitted he wasn't being fair to me, which made me feel a hundred times better. So he pulled his head out of his ass. Also he gave me a donut, so naturally everything is ok ( Read more... )

Well this week is probably worse than I had originally thought. Calc II midterm that I studied my ass off for, probably got a nice mediocre C. I can deal with that. Java II midterm was easy. Then I spent my 'day off' doing the 273 homework I couldn't do on the weekend because I was studying. Then in class he gave us a pop quiz. Thats another zero. ( Read more... )

This semester is really hard. I study my ass off in calc, and get almost nothing out of it. CIS273 is boring as fuck. "This is how the ALU does binary multiplication". Snore. Who gives a fuck. Do I care how the processor does: int a = 5*6, or 0101 * 0110 bit by bit? Nope. One semester of this crap was fine, but a second? Stop wasting my time. Pop ( Read more... )

Same shit. Different day. Different color. I feel as though my life is stuck on repeat; in a downward spiral. Guess its my fault though. Fuck.

So I decide to have this guitar I bought off ebay sent to my house. Because last time I had it sent to school it was a fucking mess. But apparently it doesn't matter, either way I can't fucking win. On the site when I track it, it say invalid address. Which its not, but I know why. Because Warren felt it was necessary to change 'Old Reed Street' to ( Read more... )

Patriots lost. Did I watch the game? Nope. How do I know? People yelling and being obnoxious. Heres what someone said ( Read more... )

College in two days. My roommate Sam isn't coming back. He was kind of boring as a roommate but he was decent as far as they go. I guess I'm gonna miss that azn kid. So I have the room to myself for the 2 week room freeze. I might get stuck with someone random after but I'll talk to the RD about it ( Read more... )