new journal!

I made a new one :) cause this one got boring <3

Well yesterday was the lock-in. I enjoyed that a bit. It started out with tj and i fighting, so i blew off my steam by skanking with allyson 8-), and then tj and i made up and the rest of the night was good :), <3 him tons. Anyway, i only slept for like an hour and a half. But today, i kinda layed around and slept at tjs. it was a nice day. But ( Read more... )

Well today was okay, im grounded so i cant see tj.. and i miss him tons! So anyway, i went to walmart, and bought eyeliner and cover up. So i was excited. then i came hoooome and got DSL working :)!! everythings so much faster, la de da.. umm, so my birthdays in 21 so im expecting nice things ( Read more... )

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11:50 pm

FIRSTS.
First best friend: Jade steele
First car: haha, what car?
First real kiss: totally wrong person :(
First break-up: ew lenny
First screen name: haha, deff. something gay
First self purchased album: spice girls <3 ( Read more... )

As most of you know, tj and i had a real big fight on.. thursday? Well, it had gotten better.. Then worse, and better again. And it's been good ever since. But, the reason for the entry is that i'm happy because we made love. Not like.. fucked. But made love. For seriously like a half hour. It was the greatest, we both cried that night. I duno if i ( Read more... )

I Love Tj Gumble <3

that kid is my life, i would absolutely do anything for him. And i'm seriously trying so hard to better myself for him. He's the greatest; my reason worth living. And fuck you's to all those who think that he uses me and all this shit, because i know him a helluva lot better than you do.. so once again.. fuck off <3 ( Read more... )

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fucking great night with timmah <33

I'm feeling really weird. I can't tell if i'm hott.. or cold. it's so creepy ( Read more... )

So we had a 4 day weekend. It was glorious. On friday, i went to a sleepover at monica melia's.. it was monica, me, dana, lauren, cassie, jenny, tj, tim, and kevin. It was a real good time, hide and seek rocked my socks so hard. I love that game. Then on saturday tj and i went to the movies/mall it was a great time. He bought me this super cool ( Read more... )

Tj no longer desires to be apart of my journal.. EVEN THOUGH he's my boyfriend and a big part of my life.. i dont understand it. *sigh*

so for further entries, i probably hung out with him. Os take that as part of my daily routine.

:)