my room is sooo small and yet i feel like its sooo empty. i cant wait to go home wednesday. i miss things being normal. one weekend in simplicity is all i need. i love LC but my heart is in the LBC!!!!

there are so many rules when it comes to having friends and yet these rules are different for each friend that you have and are constantly changin its soo confusin i sometimes wish we could just read a piece of paper and take a test and thats it but relationships are complicated and test our limits to the max. i miss the friends back home where i ( Read more... )

tonight is a rough night i need sleep hopefully my dreams will bring me back to my old self.

my head is soo confused with so many thoughts and feelings and yet i cant express any of these feelings to anyone. i want to talk but i cant. i feel even when i yell at the top of my lung what i am feelin wont come out. there are so many things i wish i could say. one day it will all come out and who knows. sometimes i just need to do somethign ( Read more... )

ok so i have decided that girls should be more like guys. you guys rock if u are mad just just box it out. im ready to box!!!!!!

So everyone always says that words dont hurt but when the words are coming from ppl that mean something to you they hurt. the worse part about words is that once you say them you can never take them back. they are there and there is nothing you can do about them. so be careful what you say i might be deaf but i can still hear you

SO we had sams 21 bday party here and it was a blast. 20 ppl in my small ass apartment i dont even know how we got everyone in here but it was a blast. we wrote all over the room and it was great if you want to see pictures just ask me cause they are funny!!!

today was amazign after a crappy night. i went caving which is amazing i loved it and cant wait to go again and guess waht we found blue SCORE!!!

there are always goin to be some rough nights here at LC but likely I have made some great friends that pick me up when i am down. I love them to death and am soo glad taht I am here except for this whole rain business im not sure if I am feeling that one but oh well thats why u steal boys jackets so thank u to my friends for picking me up last ( Read more... )

so i have added an addition to my room and his name is blue. im soo excited. i got him at pet co with corey and then we went to car toys to fix his radio and blue hadnt moved in like 3 hours and finally he jumped out of hte box it was really coool blue is coool i like blue. but he is sleepin right now and i wnat to wake him up to play but oh well. ( Read more... )