I am so not used to not having a lot of freetime anymore. I am going through a major adjustment period. Work has been ok so far, even though I don't really know what I am doing. My boss isn't in there a lot of the time so that makes it even harder. Plus, she really isn't training me. My friend that used to work there comes down (she works one floor ( Read more... )

I left on Thursday to head down to Ensenada with my mom and my dad. We got things ready to bring the boat back to Newport. We slept on the boat that night along with a family friend from Northern CA and his son. I got one last chocolate churro (really good). Friday morning my mom drove home as soon as the rest of us left on the boat. She really ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything in a couple weeks. That's because almost nothing is going on with me. I have been feeling really weird, like my life is missing something. I think that the feeling comes from things being really up in the air for me (like living and work situation). In other news, tomorrow night I am going to the Angels game with my ( Read more... )

Well I didn't get the job at the Hilton, more disappointment for me on the job front. In order to not have to live with my parents I am going to have to just get a job doing anything. Which sucks but it is seeming to be neccessary. This past weekend wasn't very exciting for me. I went with my sister, her fiance, Chris, and Sue to the Storm game ( Read more... )

Not too much has been going on with my lately. I had a job interview at the Costa Mesa Hilton last Wednesday and they are supposed to let me know by the 6th. I am not feeling too good about it because I showed up early and the guy told me that I had to fill out an application (even though they had my resume already). It kind of flustered me. Then ( Read more... )

Tuesday I went down to Oceanside to see my aunt, which was really nice since I hadn't seen her since Christmas. She and my mom got into a huge fight so she isn't invited to family things anymore. No one in my family knows that I went down there. I told my sister that I went to a friends house. It was really cool to just talk to her about a lot of ( Read more... )

Ok I made sure to talk to my parents to make sure that I will be getting my fair share of money from this place (although it really wont be that much). So that tiny part is taken care of, they assured me that I would. Other than that things are seriously up in the air right now. I have no clue where I am going to be living and don't know when we ( Read more... )

I feel so damn lost right now. I can tell that I am depressed because I have been listening to the Smashing Pumpkins cd Siamese Dream a lot. I always listen to it when I feel down because it brings back memories of a time that was really good in my life. It reminds me that there was a time that was good in my life and makes me wish that things ( Read more... )

Ok so my sister, my parents, and I had a little discussion today. Since then (which was around noon today) I have been crying non-stop and feeling seriously stupid (more than my mom usually makes me feel). So we were discussing living arrangements for after she gets married. It never occured to me that I would not be able to live where I am living ( Read more... )

Ok so tonight I was looking at my friends baby registry just out of curiousity. They don;t have much on their list but that's ok because I already have their present. She then going from registries to wedding websites. I looked up my friend that is getting married in June (Mel in case any of you remember she went to shows occasionally a long time ( Read more... )