Comments | hockleybird1: I feel so low, and lonely.

hockleybird1

I feel so low, and lonely.

Mar 17, 2005 19:51

Do you ever get that feeling, when u walk around school and everyone looks down on u? Im so confused with all this shit people told me. i wish i could say what happend today, but this person i spoke to, told me that a few people must hate me at skool, and will do anything to destory me, because of what has happend. So thank u people whoever the low ( Read more... )

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ookami_tenshi March 17 2005, 18:00:00 UTC

Natalie, I wanted to just tell you that I am here for you, what ever you may need, when ever you may need it I am here. I know we aren't the closest friends but I really feel like I know you a lot better this year, don't listen to those people, they do not know who they are talking about, they don't know that they are talking about the most considerate and nice person at our school. It mind boggles me that they think of you like that. And to go throught the trouble to try and hurt you, they are really horrible, heartless people. Remember that you have friends that will always love you and help you. When I move in a couple of months I will be like 5 minutes away from you and we need to hang out a lot because you are one awesome girl. Also, you did great tonight, I loved your scene if ya know what I mean...

hockleybird1 March 17 2005, 18:44:51 UTC

Thanks derek means alot, yer we better be hanging out alot! where abouts are u moving to? i loved all ur scenes too, very impressed. anyways ill see u at skool 2morro thanks derek love ya!

ookami_tenshi March 17 2005, 18:50:20 UTC

I'll be moving into Oak Hammock Preserve,its like right next dorr to the oaks.

hopelessboobah March 17 2005, 18:45:28 UTC

Hey Natalie, it's Lew. First things first.....you did awesome in your scene. I had never really seen you act before and you were really good. So, kudos! Anyway, I don't know what's being said or anything because I havent heard anything, but I know what its like. I know how you're feeling, so if you need someone to hang with and talk, you know where to find me. I still do want to be friends with you! So, maybe we aren't that close or whatever.....but I'm here for you.
Peace, Love, Rubber Glove.

hockleybird1 March 17 2005, 18:48:33 UTC

thank u 2 lew, you did great today like always! i still want to be friends with u 2, it means alot wen u say that. thanks lew :) xxxxx

I got the remedy......You better say YES instead of We'll see............ fatfever March 17 2005, 18:50:27 UTC

.....Well Im pretty sure you know me well enough to know the thoughts running through my head right now.....I have tried to tell you I will always be here for you.....I have tried to tell you let me defened you and stick up for you and help you against these FUCKS.......but like I said you know what im thinking.....you know my whole thing on blah blah blah im here for you blah blah blah I will find who they are and kill them blah blah blah lol......really no time for laughing cause its kinda gay....I know your upset but dont think you have NO ONE ok? I dont know if theres a magic word or something I have to say for you to understand that I am here for you but if there is will you tell me? Is it "Well see?" Honestly!! I dont wanna get you mad and cause you more shit but if you want to go out and relax and have just a simple fun time like we use to in the past let me know ok? We can chill and talk about all this shit then you can give me names and I will take em out lol....anyway tell me if your in if not then.....I guess We'll see wont ( ... )

hockleybird1 March 17 2005, 19:02:50 UTC

cheers chrid! im trying to keep me chin up, but 2day got worse and worse, u no me i dnt take anyones shit, but 2day it got to me badly. I actually need to talk to u bout the situation anyways.

Derek ull be like 2 mins away from me lol awww how kool, i will actaully no sumone in my neighbour hood lol.

OOOOO oi oi oi oi I dont see a "Well see" OI OI !!!! fatfever March 17 2005, 19:17:17 UTC

OOOOO so wait is that a yes for the hanging out thing? Eh just talk to me whenever you know if anyone is giving you shit Chrid will kick some ass and if I cant......I will curse them out on my journal!!! Even if I cant help I at least wanna try and make you smile ok!!!!? So we will talk later!

whoah? johens March 17 2005, 21:26:12 UTC

thats a load, its really cool that you have so many friends that are willing to tske time out of thier days to be with you and listen, when you need help. See, life's not so bad...chin up love "where ever there are clouds, theres sunlight above them" just break through you clouds, you'll be alright.

Do you need me to kick some american ass?!!? lol.... hothotheatlover March 18 2005, 19:32:07 UTC

I know we aren't the best of friends, but it has been very fun hanging out with you this year. People can talk shit, but it only shows how more pathetic they are! We need to hang out more!! :P!!

P.S. WE kicked some spanish book ass... we didn't almost all by ourselves!!
*high five* lol

P.S.S. If you haven't realized who this is, it's Heather L...... so add me back ;P!!

Re: Do you need me to kick some american ass?!!? lol.... hothotheatlover March 18 2005, 19:35:19 UTC

sorry i meant *we did it almost all by ourselves*.....