for the most part sad.

somewhat hurt.

things suck.

i hate this shit.

why?

fucking shit
fucking shit
fucking shit
fucking shit
fucking shit
fucking shit

fuck this shit.

i hope to be home soon.

everyone is going out.
except me.
o-well....

last night was fun.....

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So

somewhat "talking" of the shittiness that i have been going thru and feeling helped me a little.

i got in bed.

Then:
           thought.

i thought about all the little things that have been bothering me... 
and the big things i try to ignore in order to keep somewhat sane and nice to some people i surround myself with and the shitty things they do.

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Hello Deer,

I am  currently at work. what joy.

things are: whatever

why? reasons i cannot disclose at this particular moment... but in time... in time.

ONE: how many parlaments i had yesterday.

ONE: how many parlements i had so far today.
                                                                  which is good seeing that it IS 5:15PM

I took this ( Read more... )

:(

it sucks.

it just really sucks.

and i dont even want to say anything about it to them.

on another note: its pouring... and i cant walk home because i would drown just trying to cross the street.
So i am going to be here till 6 and get a ride from Ricky, Rolando, and C-lo.  It seems like its never going to stop.

Its not going to be fun to continue to have these feelings

One of the most difficult things everyone has to learn is that for your entire life you must keep fighting and adjusting if you hope to survive. No matter who you are or what your position is you must keep fighting for whatever it is you desire to achieve. -George Allen

Pardon me for saying so, but you look more pitiful than I had ever imagined
Despite perfect fashion and your photographs depict you so differently
I always thought you would be some sort of match for me

So lets decide who can survive stomping feet and racing beats
Of hearts that don’t ever slow
Then I’ll write letters on white paper
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