Ok so work is alright, nothing majorly exciting. It seems like thats all I have been doing lately is working non-stop. Im tired and just cant wait to go to North Carolina just to get away from everything. Life is alright, still confused about the guy situation.

Just thought Id update in this thing, not much to say but hey, there will be more when I ( Read more... )

     Freakin finally were graduating!! come monday I will officially be out of highschool!, Im not really scared Im just afraid that my heel on my shoe will break or that I will fall on the stage in front of everyone! 
     Work fucking sucks Im not going to lie, I worked all week! and Im tired as fuck, but I slept till 8:45 thanks to Monica this ( Read more... )

why must all of my dreams from the past week all have to come back to you, i hate you!, i want you out of my life for good, i finally found someone who likes me for me, not for what i can do TO him, or what i can do FOR him. all my dreams bring me back to all the horrible things that went on when we were together!! i hate you!!!!! i hate you i hate ( Read more... )

prom was awesome and so was the after party, i had a lot of fun, sean was drivin me nuts im glad rj was there with me, i think i really like him but im scared of a relationship, just because of brandon luke, im scared its going to end up like that again and i dont want it to. i feel so comfortable around him, i can be myself and not have to act a ( Read more... )

CORRUPTION is fucking AWESOME...but knowing my luck it wont happen, i cant wait till this weekend, and i deff. cant wait till PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so im not gunna lie, i wasnt too thrilled about going to prom with Jose, only being that we have never really have a good conversation and we've never really hung out. and i know hes really quiet and shy and iwasnt sure it would work out. and then i also wasnt sure if he even really wanted to go with me. but i talked to him its good and im ( Read more... )

ok im so fucking tired of this shit, im not going to prom, ever!! i hate fucking school and my fucking life, and yet im going back to my old ways, im depressed im not even going to try and hide it, ive tried for ssometime now and i cant pretend anymore. im done with everything im thinking about dropping out. fuck everyone is asking me for help and ( Read more... )

i feel like a complete and utter bitch, im seem to be hurting people and not even knowing it, i mean with the whole RJ situation i knew i was going to hurt him and i felt really shitty sunday when i told him i just wanted to be friends for right now, now someone else says im killing them (their heart) and i really cant take it anymore, itwas just ( Read more... )

im really kind of getting pissed now cause every one is trying to hook me up with someone else, my mom first said i should start talking to RJ which i did, and like, the other night i talked to him for 2 and a half hours, and then last night i talked to him for 4 and a half almost, this is kid is hilarious and i really like him ( Read more... )

ok so im kind of confused on various situations, about friday, about my friends...and about someone.....
i dont know about friday, a lot of friends arnt going and i dont know what to do, some of my friends are really starting to amaze me (not in a good way) about how they have been acting and what they have been doing, and this person...they said ( Read more... )