Why?
okay so i was walked home today i figured it out....
yeah so i was wlaking home from Talenes today and i saw some girls from 04-05 soccer team i and i got sad. i realized that im not a part of that anymore. i realized i am not going to be a south pasadena soccer girl this new year. i dont know who the new coaches are. im out of the south pas loop. i dont get to be a south pas softball girl anymore either. this really makes me sad. ugh. then i waslked a few more blocks and i see a bunch of the football guys walking to practice and i get all watery eyed.. that used to be me, walking to football practice, being the "best manager" and all. ugh, im going to miss that. being friends with all the football guys, knowing all the coachs, being right there on the field on the sidelines at every game, no more. then i called jordan and man, he didnt pick up and i left him a message and i got really sad and SUPER watery eyed. then i get home and jordie calls me back.. we both start talking an dhe tells me everythings going to be alright. of course hes going to tell me that hes my best friend, my brother. then we both start talking about how were going to miss it here, and i ask him why he has to move to texas.. so far away from me. and how i am going to miss him mom, dad, jag and we both like get really emotional over the fone. and we both are trying to start relationships, but we both know that with us moving and all they prolly wont work out, and it just makes me really sad that i cant do anything about it... i am going to miss south pas, im going to miss my friends... but most of all im going to miss JORDAN PAUL STORM RAMSEY whos leaving me in many ways!!!! and the song im listening to is basically just how i feel about everything right now! arg....
i hate this *tear*
yeah so i was wlaking home from Talenes today and i saw some girls from 04-05 soccer team i and i got sad. i realized that im not a part of that anymore. i realized i am not going to be a south pasadena soccer girl this new year. i dont know who the new coaches are. im out of the south pas loop. i dont get to be a south pas softball girl anymore either. this really makes me sad. ugh. then i waslked a few more blocks and i see a bunch of the football guys walking to practice and i get all watery eyed.. that used to be me, walking to football practice, being the "best manager" and all. ugh, im going to miss that. being friends with all the football guys, knowing all the coachs, being right there on the field on the sidelines at every game, no more. then i called jordan and man, he didnt pick up and i left him a message and i got really sad and SUPER watery eyed. then i get home and jordie calls me back.. we both start talking an dhe tells me everythings going to be alright. of course hes going to tell me that hes my best friend, my brother. then we both start talking about how were going to miss it here, and i ask him why he has to move to texas.. so far away from me. and how i am going to miss him mom, dad, jag and we both like get really emotional over the fone. and we both are trying to start relationships, but we both know that with us moving and all they prolly wont work out, and it just makes me really sad that i cant do anything about it... i am going to miss south pas, im going to miss my friends... but most of all im going to miss JORDAN PAUL STORM RAMSEY whos leaving me in many ways!!!! and the song im listening to is basically just how i feel about everything right now! arg....
i hate this *tear*