"For the past few weeks or so, I have really been pondering what to do with my life. This May I will receive my AA in Liberal Studies. I believe that I have narrowed it down to a few options. However, I feel that the decision in the end, no matter which I choose, will have a very different out come than one or the other. *(If you are seriously ( Read more... )

Today went well. The moon outside behind the clouds looks so pretty right now. I can see it out my bedroom window ( Read more... )

I finally have something good going with Aaron. He is a great guy, whom I really like, get along with, respects me and doesn't blow me off. Why is it that my past keeps on being blown in my face. Back in October I fell really hard for a guy named Tarion. We had a good connection. We had a lot of good things. Unfortunatly, things didn't end ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that because my mother hasn't experienced the things that I am going through right now, she doesn't understand how hard it really is to make it on your own; especially in school.

I envy those who truly love themselves. I think I did once, but I don't remember when I stopped.

I really envy people who truly love themselves. I think I did once, but I can't recall when I just stopped.

I went out tonight. I'll admit that as sober as I was, I had fun. I was really nervous when I left the house because I knew he was going to be there and I haven't seen him since I moved up here. I got to watch him play. I remembered tonight how right things felt. He told me he would call, usually when he says that he does, but for some reason ( Read more... )

hi, i'm a rare breed of fish called the hoface. i live in the water...cause i'm a fish. &i desperately miss my friend andi. as well as the other fat bitches ( Read more... )

Jeez. I don't even know where to begin. So much has happened since the last time that I updated. I always think about updating, I just never do it because I'm to lazy, but now I'm just bored. Happy late Saint Patrick's Day. I had fun, sober fun. I didn't drink at all. I went over to Ian's and hung out and watched him play for a while and ( Read more... )

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