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well everybody I'm leaving for VT this weekend so this is my last week in town. My dad starts treatments and he wants me to be there by his side so that is where I need to be. If any of you want to stay in touch just let me know and I'll give you my mailing address and if I get a new cell phone my new number. Good bye everybody.

we finally worked everything out. we finally reached an understanding and things are a thousand times better now. i hope that he takes her back because she deserves it. i'm talking to kristen right now, which is awesome i love talking to kristen its great. i think i know what i'm going to do in my life too. you know i thought today was going ( Read more... )

I'm glad that we got to talk. I'm glad that after all this time this is how it ends. I'm glad that instead of talking about our feelings we're just not going to talk anymore. I wasn't angry that you'd rather be with him. I wasn't angry that you love him and not me. In fact I was hoping that you two would get back together because the more I ( Read more... )

I'm just a drug. I make you feel better in the short term, but in the long term I just fuck you up more than you were when you started. Do yourself a favor and just save yourself by not taking me.

I was just outside smoking and I looked outside at the lightning and for the first time in a long time I smiled and I just couldn't stop. I decided that I'm going to go to VT and soon. I'm happy because I know that there is a beautiful woman here who cares for me and noone can take that away and I'm going to a place where I can just be myself and ( Read more... )

I found out today that sometimes in order to help somebody and maybe even yourself you have to learn when to walk away even if you don't want to. I was beginning to love the way my life was going, but there are times in every person's life when they just have to start thinking of what's best for everyone. I really love Cate and I'm happy with the ( Read more... )

ok I just woke up and I have no idea how to explain the feeling I'm having right now. I think I'm scared or having a heart attack or about to die or something. I wished that a couple nights ago hadn't happened. Things aren't the same now. I don't think that she likes me as much as she did. I could be wrong, but I don't know. I had this really ( Read more... )

so I just woke up and I just got this feeling in the pit of my chest...like what do I do now. I have no desire to go to class and everything I do just reminds me of her. I came to the conclusion last night talking with Jared that I need to leave. I think that it would be best for everyone if I just left. I'm not talking about vacation or moving ( Read more... )