In which I cannot find words for...
...This cannot be. This simply cannot be...
Is this how the Fates decide what is to happen to me? It is as though they toy with me if only to put me through suffering of sorts...
Many fortnights ago, I was a heartless fool. I had not it in me to think for myself, and thus resulted in an unnecessary death. A death of my younger brothers and younger sisters friend...
I've expressed much regret in this before, and yet Fates do not believe that any sort of redemption will be enough. What is most unsettling... is that she does not seem to remember that the result of my despicable actions has resulted in her demise. And yet... she deserves to know, does she not?
...And yet I cannot. Like Ramza, I cannot tell her...
I am at a loss. The Fates must enjoy toying with me in order to atone for the sins I've committed in the past.
Is this how the Fates decide what is to happen to me? It is as though they toy with me if only to put me through suffering of sorts...
Many fortnights ago, I was a heartless fool. I had not it in me to think for myself, and thus resulted in an unnecessary death. A death of my younger brothers and younger sisters friend...
I've expressed much regret in this before, and yet Fates do not believe that any sort of redemption will be enough. What is most unsettling... is that she does not seem to remember that the result of my despicable actions has resulted in her demise. And yet... she deserves to know, does she not?
...And yet I cannot. Like Ramza, I cannot tell her...
I am at a loss. The Fates must enjoy toying with me in order to atone for the sins I've committed in the past.