I've spent much time thinking through things. I sit here afraid of the conclusion, and yet I cannot help but think. How does one become enamored by me? My mere presence? My presentation? My mannerisms? I've not met many people who are enamored by me for any reason at all. Unless I have never come to realize these things myself... or mayhap they ( Read more... )

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Please. I request of everyone...... Leave me be. I... will need 24365637435436735234513454567 moments a few moments in solitude......

I....... I am appalled.....

I am nothing. I deserve nothing, no one, and nothing but the worst.

I am the lowest of low. Even I cannot fathom the fact as to why I am alive.

Mayhap I should put an end to this....

Do you, Seth, think it not foolish to entrap the noble you swore your life for? What in Lucavi's Hell's name is the matter with you? Mayhap you need your head checked? Have you gone nowhere but insanity ( Read more... )

I sincerely apologize to those that I may have worried, or given cause to worry. I am doing quite fine, albeit the small wounds and the bruise that the dark behemoth has inflicted upon me. Mayhap that I did not go it alone. And yet, I seem to have relieved myself of some tension. At a price, it seems. Again, I sincerely apologize ( Read more... )

.....So that is the true power.... of a... of a dark behemoth.....

Must take caution next time.... mayhap a flare... or two....

...So unbearably tired....aphga;ojdsdkmf;kradfg

[ooc: Zalbag passed out in front of his computer, and more than likely onto the floor with his sword next to him. Anyone who barges in his place will find him... a bit ( Read more... )

Lady Eirika, I had a fantastic time with you tonight. Though, I do apologize if the chocobo did not like you as well as I thought it did. I hope the dinner was not too much. I was not entirely sure how you cater to candles on the dinner table. I wish to do something of that sort again, when the chance presents itself ( Read more... )

Lady Eirika, please forgive me for having to postpone our trip to Palamedes. I... seem to have gotten myself into a... rather unusual predicament. If you wish to speak of it, please contact me as you so desire.

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And yet now, my mind remains a blank. Mayhap I stay home today and think things through.

I cannot help but think it strange, with the way things have been transpiring. I cannot exactly pinpoint to such a circumstance, but I feel in my heart that things have been a little out of order....

Lady Eirika, if and when it seems appropriate, I would like to speak with you. Forgive me for postponing our trip to Palamedes.

Mayhap I crossed the line when I asked milady Eirika for permission to kiss her.... But I believe there is naught to be regretful for ( Read more... )