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this entire weekend was all about the art.. seriously. i got paint over my favorite pants which i hope are not ruined. bought some nice big canvas which was on sale... 2for $5. worked out nicely. gave on to ryan because im such a sweetheart... anyway. back to school tomorrow ( Read more... )

grrr, i hate fucking doctors... they should just shut the fuck up. Lovely aiden was born yesterday and i cant wait to fucking seee him today... hooray. i have an essay to write which isnt exciting..... muah!

im sorrry. and i miss you so much. i really do. i am happy. and im trying vert hard i want you to know that. but i wish you could find it in your heart and forgive me. i love you so much. and fine if you dont want me apart of your life i guess i can understand even though i know exactly how you feel.

yesterday was such a good day. probably the first really good day of the entire week. at like 3 me and steph went to ryans house and just chilled. then his adorable sister came home with her broken foot and steph and i were playing with her ( Read more... )

i hate how people are fucking changing. they dont know what they are doing cause they are soo much better than that. and it changes my outlook on life. and how maybe i should just keep doing it since no one cares anymore... since they are now like me. and its sooooo sad. cause i dont know what to do anymore. but if you dont care anymore..thats cool ( Read more... )

life is so complicated. the way i feel towards certain people is crazy and its wierd cause i never knew i could feel that way. i cant really explain it. i cant wait until i leave for college. there wont be any of this drama. (hopefully ( Read more... )

AHHHH!!!!!

KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow. so today was my first meeting. i heard what i didnt want to hear. and to YOU- you know who you are. he said give it a couple of weeks and then take it from there. there seems to be many things going on in your life and this is what you need. bla bla bla. all i've been doing is trying to call you and tell you how it went and you're ignoring me ( Read more... )