hey hey .. IM SO FUCKING PISSED ... I WANNA DO SOMETHING BUT EVERYONES AT THE BEACH OR DOING SOMETHING AHHHHHHHH .. and im starting to get really depressed and i honestly feel like inflicting pain on myself like cutting or something .. i dunno .. its just lately ive been feeling down .. dont know why so dont ask .. and i just feel like beating the ( Read more... )

Well ... for those wondering why i havent written much lately is because i was inpaitent from the 17th-21th at Rockford yes i know your saying that i was outpaitent for 2 wks but u know my mom flipped and put me in there with the help of the county cops .. not neccasary ... but i dont feel like talking about that ... but it was cool on friday night ( Read more... )

Im feeling pretty down for some reason ... me and my mom had a big fight last night and she was like " YOUR NO FUCKING GOOD YOUR JUST YOUR LIKE FATHER" and im just like wtf i mean shit you dont fucking tell your kdis that kinda shit .. so i spent like a half hour just crying my eyes out and writting some stuff down but then i got on here and lauren ( Read more... )

It all started at 2:15 yesterday when i was POSITIVELY discharged from rockford ... i get home get ready to go to the grange with melissa and lauren ( Read more... )

Well over the past couple of days i have been doing alot of thinking *of good stuff :)* and ive come up with this ( Read more... )

date and time]: 5/5/04 11:49 ( Read more... )

I took some time today to think ( Read more... )