trick my once shame on you trick me twice shame on me

[holdmenear]

why is it that I fall into this trap each time? and every time coming out of it telling myself that it won't happen again. i told myself in the beginning to stay away but for some reason i don't seem to listen. faith and expectations will run anyone into the ground. I need someplace in the middle to go and be. I need some time by myself where i can

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[gonadsinrain]

it's understandable to have expectations - if we didn't we'd be walked all over. even so, it's not a good idea to invest too heavily in one thing very fast i guess. going to the condo alone sounds like it would do you good, you should do it.

the fact that people are the same everywhere depressed me too, when i discovered it. [it still does] i thought in college i would find a lot more of "my people," but all i'm finding are the douchebags that i avoided, an abundance of them, and only a small handful of people i even care to associate with. that's why i want to be with my friends back home.

i'm sorry you're having to endure crap. you know i'm around if and when you want to talk about it. remember the cliche truth: things will get better.