today was a fairly good day.
got things dont around the
house. sean made me laugh
a lot, its what Ive needed.

work was fun. I liked working
with jacelyn. we laughed alot
which made the day more
tollerant.

I like the rain tonight. its calming.
I got soaked on my way into the
car though :p
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I dont know were I get my 
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I talked to bart last night.

I couldnt help it.

It hurts that all he thinks I did
was try to hurt him. but if he is
trying to shake that feeling
and believe me. than thats better
than nothing.

Sorry but I dont want to hurt someone
I have unconditoinal love for.

Im not like shannon. and I know he knows this.
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whats done is done.

today is a new day.

things happen, for
better or worse.

Now all I can do
is wait and see.

after a good two
hour talk last night.
I know now what I have to do.

Ive known what I
had to do all along.

well Id know half of
what I needed to do,
the other half more 
apparent now.

sometimes I need
to be told to do the 
things that I know
I have to do.  ( Read more... )

I dreamt that I went to your house on new years eve ( Read more... )

MORNING
Insomnia like WOAH last night. 
Dont know why, but I still say I got 
about a good 7 hrs of sleep. tops though
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Writing again before work today.

Im escited to work with Jacylen (sp?)
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AFTERNOON
Picked up prom pictures today with the ( Read more... )

Just eating and chilling ( Read more... )

I dont know what to write about right now ( Read more... )

There are so many things going through my head ( Read more... )

I am messed up ( Read more... )

theres a bit to update about,
but I dont have all the time
in the world to do so which
makes me sad. :[

Ive been bussier, its been
gettin warmer, but nonetheless
Im still a lot happier.

this month started out good,
and keeps gettin better.

more details later.

just updating to tell anyone
who still reads LJ's, that
Im alive.

peesh & ♥