I just read my live journal. That's ridiculous. Strait up. There was a time in my life where I was truly crazy. I am semi astounded.

So an update is in order.

Eh, another time.

I finally gave up pot. I'm soley focus on self. Nothing else is important. I'm graffiting, working out, makeing enough to get by, reading frequently, doing yoga, pursueing everything important to me.

I moved outof my house with Jim. I have a new house in Bradenton. Next saturday is my brithday. I'm throwing a boy paintgraffittisexyfood/danceing trolling party. fun fun. :D

So haven't really been around in a while. Here I am though doin that same ole thing. All kinds of wild shit has happened. Jobs come and go so do states. I'm laying carpet. Soon I will move to North Carolina. I'm trying to focus on gettin some shit accomplished. Although if anyone reads these youd know how that goes. Although I really have been ( Read more... )

something is happening. I've had an important conversation with an unlikely recipiant. It was helped me a lot. I've been trying to figure somethings out that have bothered me . I got a good course of action. I may have a massage job. I've been in the sales bizz and I'[m enjoying it. I've been lazy and good for nothing for weeks and I dont' eveer ( Read more... )

balls I want something with all that BS to happen

I'm still waiting on that verdict. I'm half way hoping I'll lose my lic. I wanna leave. I just wanna have everything go back to the way it was. Except I'll be traveling around the country. Gettin' high has been callin me. I don't think florida likes me. I wanna move to oregon. I think it'll be the best thing ever. I statement sums it up. Pedestrian ( Read more... )

So tomorrow's e day. My eval. I'm nervous. I know what I'm going to say but if she's going to be a bitch I may lose my lic. no matter what. I have job offers like crazy too. I'm going to get a massage job this week but if she trys to put me on the Intensive out patient program I wont beable to keep my lic. So there wont be a purpose to gettin a job ( Read more... )

Revolutionary Dignitary another oxymoron ( Read more... )

Look there are two things you need to know. one those aren't Mashed potatos, two that isn't paint.