Jul 29, 2004 10:47
i'm surrounded by people
all the time
by my "friends", but
i feel completely alone
even when i'm home
especially when i'm home
i feel alone
because i am alone
i always will be alone
there is no disease
no cure
no medicine
no excuses
it just is
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Telling you how much I love you.
And how I will always be there for you.
And how much I hate the fact that you are
miserable and stuck in NJ.
About how friendships can transcend the distance.
About how much I'm looking forward to you coming back.
With nights spent in diners.
And random conversation.
Us smoking way more cigarettes than we should.
And laughing a dangerous amount.
About our sleep levels falling to all-time lows.
And our happiness level to all-time highs.
You are my best friend, my life comrade.
My hellion mate.
Whatever city we are in we will rip apart together.
Screw the rest of the world.
I feel my heart sink to the pits of our existence
when I know you aren't smiling.
When I know you aren't happy.
When I think you may have forgotten how to live
for the now and enjoy ever moment.
Bring back my Jon.
I love you.
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And I hope to God that isn't the way you really feel.
I do love you.
A ton.
And I try to make and keep you as happy as I possibly can.
You know how much I love you, and think you rule.
You mean the world to me.
And many other people.
Remember that.
You belong at the beach.
We miss you... I miss you.
XOXO
pearl, i got this one too
yes i belong at the beach
yes i can't wait to destroy
ton of cigs and coffee
with you when i come back
and make no mistake about it
i love you too, but i'm not
talking about my friends
in this and espescially not talking
about you,
no this is something i'll be dealing
with but, don't worry
we'll talk about it this weekend
because i'll be back down this weekend
it's not that big a deal it was just bothering
me alot the other day but like i say
i'll explaine it to you
soon can't wait till i move back
love you too
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