it's so amazing how much is revealed to us that no one even realizes or can see ( Read more... )

oh my  gosh. i am so happy right now. for pam and jim. seriously. when i saw them kiss, i got the hugest smile on my face. if someone had walked into the room and looked at me, they would've thought i was insane.  it was just.....a big AW and a sigh kind of moment. i loved it. thats all. sorry if i spoiled this for any of you. you can kill me.

sometimes i look at pictures from freshman and sophomore year and i think, why can't things be like that again?
they were simple. and i loved every minute of it. i don't know, it definitely had its bad parts. but for me personally, 
so many good things happened.  i loved sophomore year so much. one of the best years for sure. last year wasn't, and ( Read more... )

something that made my night: the nice old people.
i'm so lame, i think in depth about them.
they're always going to be there....the nice ones, until they die.
they're always going to give me compliments and make me happy when i'm working. 
i love it.
tonight one of them motioned for me to come over to their table and i bent down and she whispered in my ( Read more... )

built to spill was amazing. just as i had expected. i just love all their music. its wonderful ( Read more... )

i'm not as upset as i was earlier. 
but i'm going to watch the number 23 alone. at least its daytime.

i'm pathetic ( Read more... )

oh my goodness. 
last night was so great.
i went to the regis vs. blanchet football game.
regis won. 
i saw so many people i haven't seen in soooo long. it was wonderful.
sara started introducing me to people as "this is holli tuss from 7th grade"
and people were like "what?! no way! you look so different!"
which, you know, i would hope that i have ( Read more... )

 so, i'm really done trying to make things work ( Read more... )

i'm really annoyed with a lot of things right now. 
i'm looking forward to tomorrow i guess.
and then friday night especially.
and then saturday night too
and then all that good stuff.
UGH. i'm frustrated though.