i turned in my jamba juice applicationi. 
me and nat are gonna chillllll tonight.
thats sweet
tomorrow i have to work and find people to take my shifts
and i have to order my senior pictures and choose what ones i want. 
thats cool
there were about 15 that i really liked, the rest were just, blah. 
i don't know. 
BAM. i'm gonna leave. BYE

well everyone dropped informing me of their lives in livejournal. haha ( Read more... )

i can't really even describe how i've felt the last few days ( Read more... )

i'm so content right now ( Read more... )

colbie caillat has an amazing voice.

other than that.
i'm okay with not having a boy interest. 
i'm just letting life run its course.
i just wish i didn't waste that month of being unsure.
don't just leave me hanging on.

i guess i just have to say
it still bothers me
its awkward

and you can't expect to have a friendship where no one calls each other.
and, something i learned today, 
when you point your finger at someone else, looking at their mistakes, 
there are 3 fingers pointed right back at you.

well that was an emotional experience.
i never imagined it being that way. 
and in fact, i didn't think it would tonight. 
and i felt like i was going to cry while i was talking
we agreed to hang out though
so thats good
i dont necessarily feel used or neglected anymore.
i just, don't know how things will turn out.
ugh

and i'm standing still ( Read more... )

work 
work party
brette
brette and holli chillin'
capital manor chairs and riverfront
talking
driving
aarons
walk to safeway
family guy
home

upset a bit.
it sucks just being so unsure about it.
i feel vulnerable, but i'm not going to call.
i'll probably be done with it soon. who knows

no shit-eskimo&sons is stuck in my headdddd.
why is that its title. i don't know.

i have to go to work for like, 6 hours, but i have to stay til 7. 
cause there's a party. and i'm dressing up in western clothes. haha. lame.