No longer

[hollieluther]

I am no longer a minor. Yet my mother seeems to think I need to be grounded. Technically I am not, but she threatned. I found this amusing. My 18th birthday sort of sucked. No one really knew. The only people that did...are my only two friends. AGAIN. Josh and Tory. What would I do without them?? I dont blame people for forgetting, except Caitlin

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[khaetlynne]

i really am sorry i didnt call you. i know there's nothing i can say that will fix that, though.

but if you dont want me to come, i wont. i do want to, but i dont think i can stay all night, have to take care of animals and stuff, and i dont really want to wake up and drive home way early in the morning.
if you dont want to deal with me, i wont make you.
but that's up to you, really.

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[hollieluther]

Couldn't even scrifice ONE little thing for me...could you. WOW. Fine, go to Clay. I would like you there but I feel more and more that I am pushing you to come. It'd be better if you would just fuckin tell me what you really think of me. fuck. No more arrogance from either of us.

[khaetlynne]

heh. fine. if you are going to continue to be convinced im always against you and conspiring and hating you, fine. i wasnt being arrogant in the first place. im sorry you even brought clay into this because this has nothing to do with him. it wasnt that i wasnt going to sacrifice for you, its that i honestly forgot. yes. i am a bad person because i forgot. but if a friendship redeveloped between us wont keep you happy unless i am always sacrificing for you, i'd rather not have one. if its a friendship wont keep you happy unless you always are reassured of my perspective of you being positive, i'd rather not have one. you were never happy when i would constantly remind you anyways. i dont live to please you. im not going to follow you around with a mop to wipe up your sorrows just to make us best friends again. im done with that. i thought maybe we might be friends again without all of your fucking insecurities always ripping things apart, but i was wrong. you know what i think of you? i think you're a talented young woman with a lot

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[hollieluther]

Thats all that I wanted. I never asked you to follow me. I just..needed a little..push back from you. So, the 19th then. I hope I pass my stupid drivers test.

I am sorry..

[streakingleper]

I dunno the Impression that I got from you that nothing was going to happen, from what you told me about your birthday. if you wanted me to come all you woulld have to do is ask..besides I said I would come visit you before you go so that would have been a good time! oh well...I am sorry either way..

Re: I am sorry..

[hollieluther]

no no love. Dont apologize. That wasn't aimed at you. *sigh* atleast I am feeling mentally better...if only I wasn't very sick.....