its sick and i'm raining. haloween just around the corner, seeing how i have never ever been trick or treating I am going this year. as a.......pirate..aye mateee. yeah buddy. but yumm I have to work until eight. however will I pull it off? with energy drinks and considerable amounts of brandy I imagine. cha cha cha. oh well, atleast the brandy ( Read more... )

interesting weekend eh? Too much work and waaay to much play, yet I got them both. hmmm.... maybe I should consider decaf but whats the point to that? and oooh Donnie Darko is being released again this week in the theatre, yayness. just yayness. aah but the debate....Do I go sober??????? probablly not.

aaah. the rain. very refreshing. this month started out sorta crazy. But, the rain made it all seem better. well, that and my nifty new sweater that I love so much. yep.

the beach is cool at night. storms are awseome at the cliffs, cheese cake and coffee is a perfectly normal breakyfast.

so umm, this one time at bible camp I ended up at a college computer lab and somehow remembered my passwords. yeah. ok. hi Kurt! I dont know if anyone will bother reading this. I mean, I dont really talk to anyone anymore. in fact, no one that is on my "friends" list here is still my friend. directly I mean. so..what do I do with a live journal ( Read more... )

I woke up at Josh's on sunday with a strong head cold. Which has somehow moved into my lungs. Its disgusting. Dark green with bits of blood entrailments. My mom says I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. But I've been sick all week. Shouldn't she have taken me sooner? Thats just the way things are in this house, dont do anything about it unless ( Read more... )

Ok, so I disappeared again. I've been a bit busy. Ok, no thats a lie. Dont know where I have been. Time seems to go a bit faster eh? Maybe because I am leaving so soon. Dan is coming home june 8th through 21st. Within my leaving time. I really want to see him. For some odd reason. He's always been that idea person you keep in the back of your head ( Read more... )

The internet always seems to bring out the negativity in my life. I dont know why I do that. It seems everytime I get online I start bitching about something. Or I become unhappy. Maybe I should stay away from things like Live Journal if all that I do is bitch and complain ( Read more... )

uneventful day. Met a new guy. His brother is the trainer guy at the ranch (jon). His brothers name is Joe, he is 18. Someone my age...wow....Its weird having a new person. My pattern has been a combination of Josh&Tory or Heidie. And my sad little life essentialy revoloves around that ranch because it is all that I have. And it is strange to add a ( Read more... )

Ok, so the mom gets a new computer. Unfortunetly it has come with the evilist of evils. XP and AOL. *shudders* And, me, being stupid I showed her some things she could do with the internet. Now the wench stays up later than me. Doing what you ask? DOWNLOADING MP3S!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is addicted to it. Anyone who knows my mother can picture this; ( Read more... )