more Non-developments with a boy

[hollilloh]

I'm really not always depressing, I promise!! It's just that, as many of you might agree, the sadder things in life are the ones that often provide the best fodder (and need) for writing...

I put down some thoughts in this letter:

November 27, 2007

One, Two pieces-
both come from some long-gone box in who-knows-what senior center-

Comments

[hollilloh]

thanks, Mike.... I could use an e-hug any day! :)

[teknoferit]

this is very poetic...

This Boy reminds me of what Aidan was in my life, Aidan who always said he'd liked me and who I tried with, too, like you with your boy, and who was always simply getting into relationships with other people. It made me feel worthless!

Oh, boys!

[hollilloh]

I'm trying to remember this boy... was that in college?
anyway, I can see how that'd make you feel pretty terrible if he said one thing and did another!
It is similar, but just complicated in a different way I suppose. "oh... boys..."

[teknoferit]

I forgot to reply to this!

Aidan was the Buddhist guy, he was around during the summer of 05 and then the very end of my last semester of college.

[onewordcapitald]

Does he like you, or you like him? Or both? This piece seems to jump over the fence, back and forth, expressing the way that people fall in and out of love with each other, and not in any sort of order.

[hollilloh]

You're right--this was born more out of emotion than effort to make it have some sense or order!
Anyway, I liked him. oh well, that's life....I'm getting over it!

[kamy2006]

YOU are one-of-a-great-kind, Holly. I know it, and a lot of the other people in your life know it, and one day the right guy will know it too.