as i lay here not moving, i cant help but think of my friends and what they are doing right now. living thier lives and having fun. doing things that i will never do. im not saying this to get pity, thats not my point. i guess it amazes me that we can all do such different things that one another will never do but yet we can still manage to be ( Read more... )

well looks like my summer in dc is over. i am coming home on saturday for the first of my 2 surgeries. yay!

some more good news ( Read more... )

i broke my foot ( Read more... )

i am very nervous about this damn praxis test. mainly because i do not want to have to pay to take it again. dc standards are beyond low. so i want pa scores becasue well if i fail in life id have to go home and live with the fam, so it would make sense to meet pa standards. i took a practice reading and got a 179. but im still nervous about it. oh ( Read more... )

i dont know what i must have done in a past life, but it must have not been good. i am an assistant director of a NATURE camp! a fucking nature camp. with dirt and bugs and posion ivy and creeks. we go on hikes and creek walks. creek walks include tramping through a fucking creek that some depths can go as deep as my boobies. i think im gonna die. ( Read more... )

http://teenadvice.about.com/library/blsextest1.htm

so thats a quiz about being ready for sex. and it really makes me angry. im not so sure why right now, but i will placemy finger on it shortly. anyway it really pissed me off.

what the hell am i doing with my life?? i feel like all i do is sit around and fall more into debt.

this week has been insane. i have been unpacking all week and getting situated. i went to pt yesterday. my physical therperist seems nice. it just sucks. the whole thing in general. she was pretty amazed by my knee. and then all wednesday and friday i was at special olympics. i really like special olympics. maybe ill work for them when i grow up. ( Read more... )

im a loud person, ive alwaysbeen a loud person. and people need to deal with that. if i cant hear myself over the music then how is the person down the table suspossed to hear me??? people need to back off.