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I'm loosing you, you and you.
Your friendship, your trust and your frendship.
And I don't like it.

I thought we were close
and getting closer by the day.

I thought I had your respect
and that you trusted me.

I thought that we'd always be together
and that things would never change.

Good news!! :)
I think that I'm back to my old self!!
My happy, hyper, crazy, freakish, loser self!!
And that makes me super duper happy :D

Some people are being stupid,
homework is stupid,
some teachers are retarded,
my health is being weird,
but life is still good. :)
I'm starting to enjoy it like I always have.

oooh and 17 DAYS BABY! :D <3

As much as I love my life and I cherish every moment of it,
Sometimes, it's just a bitch.

I finally think maybe things are getting better,
and BAM, they're just not.

I think I really did it this time.
I pushed you too far.
I had one too many melt downs.
I said one too many hateful words.
I'm sorry.
I'm truly sorry.
Please forgive me.
Please come home.

Sometimes I hate this place.
Sometimes I want to be anywhere but here.
No one here understands me,
And sometimes they don't even try.
Maybe I'm not perfect.
But neither are they.

Last night was simply amazing!
Great times with great girls.
I love you all. ♥

I'm not too sure what to think about all this.
(N)

I think my life needs to make up it's mind.
One minute it's just great.
Everything's relatively fine
and I'm perfectly happy and myself.

Then the next moment.
I feel like everything's falling apart around me.
That I have no one
and I'm depressed and totally not myself.

I think this needs to stop.
Because it's just screwing with my head.
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