mid-life crisis

[hollistersex]

Everyday is just another day sitting around wasting time until death. I smoke to forget and to get through. I work aimlessly with no real direction except interest. I know I'm going to school to become a teacher but thats only because I like the subject. What does it matter what I do anyway? Its just me supporting me until the end, thats not even

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[bleachinirvana]

Jason Pape.. hmm.. what do I say. what do i say, when words can't be enough...

when there are no words.

but i know there is more, more than just wasting away life until death.. i just know it.
fuck death.
fuck everything.
mm.. i dont know.. fuck. we need to open this box that we have caged ourselves in and walk out of it..
and find some direction..
or something...

cause.. fuck even if i dont always seem like im here with you, im here with you.

shit fuck if i make sense. but.. at least smile, on my behalf.