You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon ( Read more... )

I filled this out but didn't feel like taking up facebook space, time and energy. A couple are crazy spot on and a couple are just crazy.

1.If someone asks "Are you okay"?
Love’s Not a Competition (but I‘m winning)-Kaiser Chiefs

2.How would you describe yourself?
All My Loving-Beatles

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
For a Pessimist I’m Pretty ( Read more... )

I thought of a whole bunch of other things once I published my 25 things on facebook.

1. The original theme of my sweet sixteen was going to be The Justice League. Red tablecloths with yellow napkins for Flash, green and white for the green arrow etc. I ended up making it "backstage at a theatre" which was cluttered and glittery and random and ( Read more... )

I'm happy.

Now that my teeth are straight and looking normal and whatever my weight is just like, everything.

I hate this constant feeling of inadaquacy. I went shopping the other day and I really am just disgusting looking. I've gone from being a big girl to being a big girl. I hate it.

Maybe I'm not happy.

2009:

To consider ramen a rare treat instead of a daily meal

To write down my purchases in a ledger, notebook, my hand, wherever

To not knock out my bonded tooth while at school

To go on 10 semi-professional auditions

To find a therapist of some sort at school

To do things I'm uncomfortable doing

To "Treat every day like an audition." AKA wear make-up and ( Read more... )

So I had my first (heh) surgery yesterday. It...wasn't pleasant. I told Dr. Kissel that I don't handle Novocaine well and that I wasn't sure how well things would go if I wasn't sedated. He said that we'd try Novocaine and if I felt I needed laughing gas afterwards then we'd do that. Needless to say, I was crying after the shots (which were done ( Read more... )

I have a lot going through my head right now and in the spirit of coherency I'm going to try and split everything up into multiple entries over the next few days ( Read more... )

I keep forgetting to eat, I used to think people were full of shit when they said things like that but I honest to god keep forgetting to eat and then all of a sudden its 4 o'clock and I'm shaking.

I'm working S.O for the Nutcracker this weekend and it marks the one year anniversary of me working for the center and its not really a huge deal but a ( Read more... )

The title is from a play I'm currently reading.

There's a toxic spot in my history that is never spoken about, there's only 3 people from Seaford who know about it and even fewer in B-lo. The addiction that I will never shake is slowly coming back and what's terrible is that I'm not sure I want to stop it. No matter how far I go, it will always be ( Read more... )

I am officially addicted to Pepsi, like, craving Pepsi around 5 o'clock every day just to get me through rehearsal. Liquid calories will be the death of me. I'm considering an adderall addiction instead, I could stay awake and loose some weight in the process. Best of both worlds.

The little girls at work this summer absolutely loved Hannah Montana ( Read more... )