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[hollow_impath14]

well friends, it appears that this will truly be my last time on livejournal. i know i've said this before, but i have no options left as of now. despite what my parents have said, i have a feeling that they shall continue to peek into my life by searching on my computer and reading my journal, and i figure it best if i just end it now. i won't

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[echo8]

I like hanging out with you when you and I are the only people around. I like spending time with you alone. The reason you piss me off sometimes is because whenever you're around anyone other than me, you seem to be a different person. When You're around Brittany you're so quiet and self conscious that it makes me jealous, honestly. And when you're around a boy you become so flirtacious that it makes me feel bad for whoever you are going out with or it makes me think about all the times you've talked about how you think you're so unattractive or how you think you can't get a boyfriend. When you're with Rita or Jenn or Aaron you get so loud and annoying that I can't stand it. But I like you alone. And if you're going to try to talk to me before school starts, this weekend would be the time because I'm all alone untill monday.

[hollow_impath14]

well sadly i couldn't sneak back on my computer until today... monday, and now andrew is back so i'm guessing you're going to be pretty busy. but if you think maybe for a few hours we could hang out, that would be really great, i'd like to see you before school starts. oh, when you get back from registration call me and tell me your schedule. mine is (first semester):
1 clough (english lit)
2 hill (spanish iv)
3 maher (us history)
4 lough (pre calc/ discrete data)
5 schmid (intro 3D art)
6 lenfestey (physics)
7 schmid (intro 2D art)

[menrfilthyswine]

well hello kimmy.. i'm sorry that you and i aren't as close as we used to be.. i honestly am.. you are really fun to hang out with it's just i hardly hang out with anyone anymore.. the only people i actually have been hanging out with is rita and greg.. i can still remember when you and i had to baby sit those god for saken kids.. how many were there?? like four?? and we hardly got paid, tight asses.. haha those days were fun.. and when we'd stay up late watching porn.. those were always good times.. i miss hanging out with you i just think once school does get started i'll have more opportunities to be able to hang out with everyone.. and a note to krissy.. i do miss hanging out with you as well and travis.. i'll probably see you once school gets started and until then i hope everything for you goes well.. much love!!
jenn

[killtheswine]

Hello my love, I know I've been awful about hanging out this summer and I am truely sorry for that. I wish I could be there for you more than I have been. You are a great person and I love you. I just can't get myself to call people for some reason unknown to me take for example Angela. I'm one of her best firends.. well if she still consiers me that anymore.. I feel horrible cause I haven't even talked to her in god knows how long. I don't even see her anymore and she has considered me one of her best friends. I miss her dearly yet I still don't call. I don't know. But its the same thing with many people even Travis I hardly ever even talk to him. But anyway what I'm trying to say is I do love you and miss hanging out with you. I actrally don't hang out with anyone but Jenn then Greg everynow and then but when he is around he's with Jenn meaning I odn't really get to see him much during that cause they ushally end up leaveing the room or something and I just keep to myself. So mainly I just live at Jenn's house for the most part.

[echo8]

You should call Angela and then come over to her house, because then you can see me, too! Then you win twice! (Jenn, I miss hanging out with you, too.)

[killtheswine]

hey. I don't know if you check this anymore.. but I jsut wanted to stop by and tell you I love you.

<3 Your one and only Grelled Cheese Woman.

[futurewhiteguy]

i feel like such an ass for just now reading this, only like 4 months too late for you to read it. i never was good on being punctual and all, i really am sorry about the way things are between us, i am. honestly i wish i could stop feeling protective of you. im either protective, or i just dont care. i wish i could just be a good friend to you. you are a great girl kimmy and i hope that you find happiness, whether thats with spencer or a guy who will treat you right. im so proud to know that ive taught you things and honored to be your "first guy friend." i will always remember you kimmy, as a girlfriend, as a firstkiss, as a friend, as an enemy, as a confidant, as someone to look to for guidance, as someone who looked to me for guidance. i love you as one of the best friends i could ever have.
GREGGER
(i really hope you see this someday)

[hollow_impath14]

you have no idea how happy i am to know that we're talking again, and in all honesty, i started to cry when i read your reply. i think i'm actually glad that you get mad some times, it shows that you do care, even when you act like you don't. mind you, i like it a lot better when we are talking, but life can't be all peaches and cream so i guess i've found a positive way to look at the situation. and thank you greg, for everything. i love you so much; i love you as a friend, i love you as a brother, and, this might sound weird considering that last one, but i will always think fondly of the times when we were dating, and i'm glad that i won't easily be forgotten. and for the record... i'm still going to name one of my kids meatloaf.

[futurewhiteguy]

kim, i just want whats best for you and i always will and if that means i have to stop talking to you for you to see how upset i am, then ill do it. i know that spencer isnt the right guy for you, he treats you like shit, he doesnt respect you. i feel hurt when you dont listen to my opinion of your guys, they are normally pretty accurate. anyhoo, i did miss talking to you, i guess you can tell that i care, dammit! i just have a big heart and ill always love you with part of it. your like a little sister to me that i feel like i have to protect.
GREGGER

[hollow_impath14]

i know spencer isn't the right guy for me, that's why i've ended it... again. i like his company and i like how he cares for me, he's one of the few people that will talk to me during the school day. and i mean actually talk, not just "hi kim... bye kim...". i see julie twice and brittany won't give me the time of day during school. and i know, you're pretty good at reading people. do you think you could ever use your powers to find me someone who will treat me properly? right now i'm in no mood for a serious relationship, but i'm thinking by tuesday i will be ::rolls eyes::. gimme a call some time, k?

oh yea, where are you staying right now? are you still with your dad and step mom? i've been a little out of the loop lately.