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[hollow_kisses]

Hey well i did it i asked and the answer i got was... I dont know.. i dont think i am ready for a relationship... yeah that is like my life story.. having guys tell me no the easy way.. grr.. why cant they just say no i dont like you i find you hideous? and discusting.. isnt that easier i mean if you tell me that then i wont even try to be your

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[tryn2mveoncries]

listen it wasnt easy for me to move on either i thought i found the most perfect guy for me--i would cry every single day this summer cause i wasnt with him.i thought maybe we might get back together when he got home but he came back a different person- he just seems so mad and angry all the time i never knw what to say or do cause it was always wrong to him. and after awhile i just got tired of crying and tired of hoping and wishing i could be with him or just hug him and kiss him or even just hold his hand so when he pushed me away this last time i realized what i had to do.i knew i deserved better than that and no matter how much it hurt me i had to move on.and once i did that i realized dean was there for me the hole time on the bus (when ppl were calling me names and acting like i didnt exist) and at the games (when i knew i was just being used for a ride)dean let me cry on his shoulder and he would hug me and wipe away me tears and told me to let him take care of me--and once i opend my eyes i saw happiness for the first time in

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[tryn2mveoncries]

dont worry it will be ok ! everything will work out for the best!!
~phylicia~

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[hollow_kisses]

I hope so... then again nothing ever seems to work out for me.. oh well i guess..