So Tired

May 25, 2005 00:18

So, I think I'm just about over Shana. Not to be disrespectful or anything, she's still an awesome person, and I wish her much happiness in everything, and if she would just return my calls we could still be really good friends. But I'm tired of all the sad feelings when I think about her, and all the angst that comes from thinking about it, so it's time for me to move on.

No, that doesn't mean I'm gonna start dating right now, that'll still take a bit of time, but I'm done being all isolated and morose, now I'm gonna go out and LIVE! I may not be in a dating mood right now, but I really do want to go out and get some more friends.

Also, I have decided that I'm tired of all this short-term relationship bullshit. Just plain sick of it. I've had enough of that, and I'm done. BAH! I want a nice, steady, long term relationship with a woman I can actually grow with. Which is gonna be really difficult, seeing as how the next few years of my existence are gonna be some of the rockiest ever. But yeah, I don't know if I'm in the type of mood to marry someone just yet, and I definitely don't need any children, but if I can find some woman out there that can accept me, stay with me through the not-so-pleasant times, and help me grow, then that woman will become the lucky woman that I will make incredibly happy for the rest of her life.

Well, that's all for now. Rant Over
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