Ho ho ho! Hee hee hee!

Jun 02, 2005 12:35

Okay, fair warning, this post is gonna get real personal, so If you have any shread of world innocence left, or if you simply don't need to know some very personal things about me, turn back now.
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last warning....
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...okay, fine, here we go...
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I went to the Urologist today. That's a doctor that specializes in genital functions for thoose of you who don't know. As it turns out, I have a small case of Erectile Dysfunction. Basically, I can't get it up if i'm still "new" with somebody. I can only get it up by masturbation or if I've been with the person for a while, which means the first coulple of times are painfully awkward, and I usually have to please whoever I'm with by other means, be they manually or orally. I don't mind this, but it does tend to leave the people I'm with somewhat...unfullfilled. This has actually been going on for quite a few years and I've gotten tired of trying to fix the problem myself. So I finally swallowed my embarassment and went to the doctors. it took a total of 3 visits to determine that there was nothing physically wrong with me, which is a relief i guess. That just means that the problem is in my head, which makes sense seeing as how I have something of a traumatic past with situations involving sex. But that's something i'll have to work out on my own. The doctor gave me a free trial (6 pills) of Viagra, and says that I'm not the first person he's seen with this kind of problem, and the trial dosage I got should be all I ever need.

Now the only problem is that I'm single, so I've got no way to test them. Gotta love my timing on this one.
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