i know exactly what you mean about high school. i left that whole scene in the middle of my sophmore year. i havent had much of a social life since. my social anxiety has reached an all time high. i didnt have a prom. i didnt have a graduation. hell, i wasnt even able to drive before i was kicked out. its all pretty pathetic, really.
so yeah.. i absolutely understand.
ive also keep a lot of older friends. im 19... my boyfriend is 24 my x-bf & one of my closest friends just turned 27 my friend free is 30
I just came across your journal some how.. but i have something to say .. When I was in high school i was one of those people that just had a wall around my head. I did not talk to anyone, did not want to get involved... I was very quiet.. I hated highschool.. AS soon as I hit college everything was clear, that this is where I would learn social skills, make my own decisions and not everything is a popularity contest.. Ironically I teach in a HighSchool now.. I see how dumb and often immature High school can really be.. That its often very petty, but the best thing I see now with highschoolers is not to take everything seriously there, its not fully your starting point..
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i left that whole scene in the middle of my sophmore year.
i havent had much of a social life since.
my social anxiety has reached an all time high.
i didnt have a prom.
i didnt have a graduation.
hell, i wasnt even able to drive before i was kicked out.
its all pretty pathetic, really.
so yeah.. i absolutely understand.
ive also keep a lot of older friends.
im 19...
my boyfriend is 24
my x-bf & one of my closest friends just turned 27
my friend free is 30
so yeah.. i know what ya mean
*hugs*
love you, darling
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When I was in high school i was one of those people that just had a wall around my head. I did not talk to anyone, did not want to get involved... I was very quiet.. I hated highschool.. AS soon as I hit college everything was clear, that this is where I would learn social skills, make my own decisions and not everything is a popularity contest.. Ironically I teach in a HighSchool now.. I see how dumb and often immature High school can really be.. That its often very petty, but the best thing I see now with highschoolers is not to take everything seriously there, its not fully your starting point..
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