I can now afford more Polariod film ...
Who wants to be apart of this?

Intending to burn, pretending to fight it
Everyone learns faster on fire
Things took a turn, lost all desire
You live and you burn
You live and...

Like hell we are anxiously waiting
Like hell burning silently strong
Somehow we fell down by the wayside
And somehow this hell is home

So yes...

I should be doing something.
*Edit*It would seem I'm not the ( Read more... )

Catch the quality of the moment.
Then put it on paper.
Understand whats happening.
What has happened.
Learn
Dream catcher.
Getting caught in the cords of ear phones and chargers.
My paper is clean.
Squeeze.
Forget.
Tie the strings together.
It's not about inability.
Or this pulling feeling.
Saints.
"If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied..."
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One cannot assume the truth of what one declares without pressuming the falsity of all incongruous declarations. Since all men assume the truth of their declarations, this pressumption becomes at best ironic and at worst outrageous. Given the infinity of possible claims, who could be so vain as to think their dismal claims true? The tragedy, of ( Read more... )

I must say,
and bear with me,
that this week has

been amazing.
Or atleast very good.

I'm hoping this next week will be

equally as liveable.

Tonight I will
walk.

Unless it rains in which

case I will do some
thing else
ACTIVE.

Epic battles
of drama

and feelings.
I knew 
they

where never

good. 
But

I 
will wait my 
turn.
My thumb nail fell off.

I can tell you of my adventures,
starting from this morning.
Depending on what O' clock we start,
I can recount them all.
My phone is on silent.
Hesitance.
I don't want you to fall.
But I'm not going to catch you.
I'm listening to Lisa Loeb tell me of her apprehensions.
Paramore lamenting their hearts.
Queen's to me.
"This isn't what you wanted."
Since when ( Read more... )

Soo, I came home and there is a for sale sign thing in my yard, you know those wooden post things.
and, in case you're looking for a new house, my house is online too.
http://rmls.rexplorer.net/REX$PUB/59/63072659/pub/_512212342.htm
It's not really hit me yet.
But I got a hot pink and green Polariod camera for $2 and a scarf.
yeah

Soo, the last couple of days ( Read more... )

My entries these days are GAY.
The end.

I find it's when you can have anything, you realize you don't want anything...
except maybe good company...
which seems these days to no longer exist.
When you're offered company you don't want it and when you lack it you crave it.
It's these conflicting emotions, wanting what you don't have and not wanting it when you can have it that ...
I want to ( Read more... )