I'm sorry if I've been short with you guys lately...I guess I'm just really stressed and sick :( I still love you all and I'm not mad or annoyed at/by any of you...

I'm so happy..happy isnt even the right word..exstatic (shh..I dont care about my spelling..I'm really sleepy..) I'm finally letting myself feel...and..its such a wonderful feeling..I've never been quite this happy..not like this... I'm so excited about everything and looking forward..planning..not waitting to die...no one has any clue how much I' ( Read more... )

...I almost died on the way home... I was almost sandwhiched between an suv, a truck, a chevy and a dump truck... I'm not going into details..but I think I'm going to start thinking about life and what I need to change...time is limited..

good bye

pretty good yesterday ..I went scooterbootin around I was suppose to come home after school but instead I followed snair to the mall then we parted our ways and I stole felicia and made her ride to dads house with me because I didnt feel like being lonely...I was too lazy to take her home so I went home and made mom do it XD (I was in the car I ( Read more... )

'Cover me like a liquid angel
This hunger I could never feed
You are my uncertain dangerwow everyone made a big deal that I dressed in pink (the pink shirt leanne bought me yesterday XD) and wore a skirt XD both rotc classes I'm in (3rd and 4th) clapped lmao..everyone was calling me hot..even people I didnt know ^^;;; even had some people ask me ( Read more... )

now I'm done, and I stand again...

and then he calls..and I feel again...and crash because he wont believe me....but I dont think he ever could...so I dirnk more! YESH erash the painnnnnn and deny it in the morning..wonderfumous...but the louder and more I want to yell...the less it matters...because he wont listen no matter what I say or do...I need to get use to that BUT I CANT...

so..its national dumbass day tomorrow YAY...

however...everyone else is celebrating valentines day...boo...

national dumbass day was a day created by myself and a few friends because we all hate valentines....
so...happy national dumbass day tomorrow everyone! XD

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Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: raman noodles or alfrado..
because they are flippin good! duh
Literary: anything about serial killers... because I love serial killers o.o lolAudiovisual: video games.. I was born with a controller in my hand...and never put it down
Musical: alot of things...mostly metal and rock.. because its ( Read more... )