so i woke up today and got a visit from a friend of mine. it was fun. then stacey picked me up and we went to mocksville to get her workers permit and to the woodworks place and bizzy bees ( Read more... )

its nights like these that make me wish summer would never end...

i think tonight was one of the BEST nights of my summer. why it is, is left for me to kno. but i love and i mean LOVE the friends i have and i hope nights like these happen more often.

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've ( Read more... )

well not to much has happened since i last wrote ( Read more... )

somethings can turn out right...but it all turns to bullshit in the end.

so the past couple days have been...interesting. stacey spent the night with me and we went to zacs for a lil bit. when we got back home the guys wanted us to sneak out. WELL..me and stacey were ready to go and ted and thomas came to get us but they jus happen to shine their ( Read more... )

lets see....my life hasnt been 2 exciting ( Read more... )

havent typed in here in a couple days ( Read more... )

yesterday jus sat around watchin saved by the bell till stacey called. we talked about some things and i could tell she needed to get out of the house. i went and got ready then picked her up. we went to DQ and we were gonna eat outside but they were bleaching the tables so i called josh and he said he was working but we could find him in the ( Read more... )

wow...ya kno ive never noticed how pathetic my love life is until tonight. since i talked to stacey i realized that her relationship with a guy is about as long as i have gone without one. so jonathan was my last boyfriend. sure i met guys and flirted and i was close to matt but we never dated. its been a year and six months since i had a boyfriend ( Read more... )

this morning i went a picked up stacey and we went to the pool. normal people were there. it was fun. i got burnt tho but its ok. then i came home and went to nations house with jordan and watched bad santa. it was ok but i didnt see the end cuz i had to come home. thats my day. short and boring. its all good tho ( Read more... )

Here I am again, back where I started from. Just when I let myself fall deep, fall hard. Seems every time I give my all, I turn around only to get slapped in the face with rejection. Now, see this is the kinda stuff that makes me wanna STOP, just stop it all! Stop giving, to avoid the taking. Stop loving, to avoid the hating. Stop trusting, to ( Read more... )