I havent updated for a couple days but, Scott and I went out the other night and we basically talked about everything. He said a lot of interesting things and I wasnt so sure of how he felt until he came out and said it all and truth is, I really like him a lot also. he's just been there for me and everything. So, we're not in a big, serious ( Read more... )

I'm searching for words, what can I say to make you see, to make you see?

I never know what to do..

going out with Scott tonight. We are going to talk and I'm scared, I dont know why..

Have I ever told anyone how much I love gareth_gates He bought my paid account <3 which was a total shocker for me. but I just want to thank him soo much for it, and he rocks my world for it. He is a wonderful guy and Im glad I know him. All I was expecting today from him was breakfast heh..

but yes, now i have ten icons. and craig_nicholls the belly icon is back! :) ( Read more... )

! Well this morning was a morning like any other.. I had breakfast with the wonderful Gareth it was pretty good, hotcakes, strawberries, and just tons of food. I think I might have gained like twenty pounds from it ;) I love spending time with Gareth, hes a great guy and tons of fun. So gareth_gates thanks for a wonderful morning. I owe you for it ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to mark_mcgrath hope you had a really good one! and Happy birthday tosean__b as well, hope yours was a good one too!

I was talking to tashhamilton about guys and I'm still thinking about what we have been talking about.. I do really like someone Im just not sure of it. I also don't want to like someone and not have the person feel the same way towards me, it ( Read more... )

If you ever want to know if you really love a person you need to answer these questions:

Who do you think of when you wake up in the morning?

Who do you think of when you go to sleep at night?

Who can you count on, when in difficulty?

Who do you share your deepest darkest secrets with?

Who is your best friend?

Who is the person ( Read more... )

I havent updated for a couple days. I just got back fromcraig__nicholls, I had a really good time there. He's such a good friend and fun to be with. Don't worry about anything Craig, I understand. And its all okay, I had a great time out with you.

Sometime soon Im going to go spend some time with Damian_Kulash soon I hope, he seems like a good guy and fun. So, who knows. He ( Read more... )

I just want to post really quick a Happy Birthday to benjixmadden and joelxmadden hope you guys have a wonderful day. And You both spend it with the people that mean something to you.. Tony and Judita Don't let anything ruin it for you. So, happy birthday to the both of you. <3

I love finding on fan websites of mine, old rumors like the one that said I was "dating" Abs from 5ive, sorry to him but theres only one member in that band I would date. Well, maybe I would date him ;) heh. Or the one talking about Enrique and I, or the Craig David one. They are amusing but my favorite is the Abs one ( Read more... )

I didn't mean to scare anyone with my last entry, it was just a spur of the moment thing actually. I don't plan on killing myself or anything I was just thinking about things like would anyone even care, you know. But theres so much I have tha I don't want to lose. like the great friends I have and am thankful for- the new ones and ones who have ( Read more... )