hahaha, my life is so awkward.

anyway. im pumped for break. lots of goodness. sleepovers at trishas, lasertag, meghans coming for a day or twoish, gettin my hair did, seeing katie, finally., my amazing mattress = happiness on its own.

im mad souped. ; )

im sick, but i think its going away. 3 cheers for dayquil and orange juice.

good streak...

GONE.

so ive had a good week.
a very good week.

i got my nose pierced : )

(sorry its so big, im new to this picture posting dealio.)


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okay seriously why do i not know how to post pictures on this beast?! i have photobucket... and im in rich text mode.

ps. i hate my life.

so, since brians been out of the picture boys have been giving me attention. and then i find one that i like the attention from. i mean, i dont so much like HIM as i do knowing hes around, willing to talk and what not. (oh god.. did i just say what not??) anyway.. he kind of intimidates me a little. and i feel as though i'm getting to that annoying ( Read more... )

okay, so for the past 2.5 weeks (ya i know you liked that .5 bit) i've been a little out of my mind ( Read more... )

i feel pathetic.

and i want to cry.

and i feel guilty.

and not wanted.

and helpless.

idk

i hate break ups.

but i also hate when ppl treat me like an ass. holly you okay? how are you doing.

i dont need your sympathy, leave it alone please.
k thanks

im single.

his doing.
my un-doing.

if you will.

oh yeah.

he's soooo NOT worth my time ne more.

is picking up the phone really such a hard concept?

im starting not to care, but at the same time i feel guilty
and i hate feeling like im just giving up.

...but i like to think he gave up long before i did.