so, i miss the boy ( Read more... )

i attract losers ( Read more... )

so.. i wanna vent. but i have no one to vent to. bc i dont want people to be annoyed by me. and i also dont want ppl to hate him either ( Read more... )

i dont really have anything to update about.

im just feeling... well idk the word for it. just, odd i guess.

maybe i just need newbury badly. maybe all this terryville is getting to my head. AHHHH!! haha.

i need weed.

please dont judge me.

i just need to relaxxxx.
yeah, i get wicked mellow.

at 8.45 last night i decided to rearrange my room. and i finished this morning. not gonna lie, its fabulous. i needed a change ( Read more... )

i don't even know if i have feelings for the bastard anymore. i mean, its been a week... and nothing. no phone call. nothing. so, idk. he just pisses me off. and quite frankly, im sick of crying over him. bc hes so not worth it. idk why im with him to begin with. we pretty much have nothing in common. which my mother keeps reminding me of ( Read more... )

ever have the feeling you're just wasting your time? like, you put so much effort into making something work then youre just like wait... why am i bothering? am i trying to make it work bc i really think it has potential? or am i trying to make it work bc i don't want another failure? does that make sense?

i hate feeling unwanted. i hate broken ( Read more... )

i may be having a meltdown ( Read more... )

crap ( Read more... )

i need to leave here. this town always has me doubting myself. ugh.. memories ( Read more... )