Oh woe is me...
Hehe. I want to get a sex change and be a guy. Or maybe even rip my uterus out. Anything to get rid of this pain. ((screams)) Yeah. All you women know exactly what I'm talking about.
Period.
That word doesn't seem like it causes pain now does it? It comes at the end of a sentence... it should also be the end of pain. Not on going pain. I woke up around 8:30am... the pain started around 9 or so. It hasn't stopped!
I've used the heating pad, took two tylenol and a muscle relaxer my mom gave me and still I have pain. It's not as bad as it was, but it's still hurting. You know how pregnant women in labor do that breathing technique to "help" with the pain... I was doing that. ((cries))
Why must we go through so much torture? Isn't childbirth enough? Guys have NO idea how much shit we have to go through. I'm glad it's the weekend though. I'd have to take another day off. I can't work through this pain. Hell, I can barely breathe sometimes.
Next doctor's visit will be with the Gyno. After the holidays and I get the money saved up. Hopefully getting on BC will help. I'm tired of dealing with this shit.
Anyway... have some sugar cookies I got to make. Tummy hurts and I really don't want to make them... but maybe the sugar will help. Hehe. Got frosting and sprinkles to go with them. Sugar, sugar, sugar. I'll let you know how it all goes.
How come they don't have a mood icon for when you're surfing the crimson wave? They need one. Fuckers!