that was what i was looking for.

~check off going to the lake
~check off playing childhood games
~check off befriend someone new

i hope to see those people a lot this summer :)

do you ever read something, something you really dont want to, but you do it anyway, and then you feel bad after you do. like your about to cry. ya welll i just did that and now i feel like i'm going to cry.

its something i can do nothing about, so why worry about it right?
it just makes me sad :(

chris is super cute :)

and amazing!

*SUMMER GOALS ( Read more... )

wanna trick me?
go ahead. i'll fall for it, i promise.
i always do.
wanna hurt me?
go ahead. i'll get hurt. i promise.
i always do.

wanna love me?
you cant. i'll simply not believe. i promise.
i never do.

however, i'm a fish who always takes the bait.

for the past few weeks i have not been able to remember my password to this thing. i finally figured it out today ( Read more... )

i hate having expectations
because my exppectations are never met
its not like they are high or anything
they are just always unmet
shady shady people
it sucks

12 days till i'm 19
12 days till i'm rich :)

WORD OF ADVICE ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in a loooong time ( Read more... )

it doesnt even feel like christmas to me ( Read more... )