chicago.
another girl.

party tonight with katelyn.
roomfull of boys.
means nothing to me.
because not one of them is you.

= (

ahh i'm obsessed with that song.
well my mood has turned an entire 180
today was so much fun!

I CAN STILL CHEER
AND GO TO OXFORD
YAY ME!!

wellll i went to practice, and that went great, im basing, the flyer i have kindof sucks, but whatever, i'm not going to complain about it on here like a baby. after that my dad picked me up and we went to rite ( Read more... )

i cant stop crying.
i hate today.
why would she do this??
why??

I have to quit cheer ( Read more... )

I haven't been this sad in a long time..

I even had like, a good day and everything.
but for some reason all i can think about, is the bad side.
I'm always stuck there thinking "Is this it?", like there's nothing to look forward to.

I'm not happy.If I give up what I've got going now, I'll only be more miserable, if I don't, Idk what to think, I'm ( Read more... )

I love how I go out of my way to be nice to people, and basically I don't even get an acknowledgement, but a slap in the face back.
Fuck that.
I'm done.
You wanna be a bitch, be a bitch.
But don't expect me to kiss your ass.

And, I leave you with
my AMAZING picture/paint skills.
(not as nice as my stick figures thoughh)

( Read more... )

so angelina's party was alot of fun, i almost didn't go, but i'm like, glad that i did ( Read more... )

my second update within ten minutes.
i hate days like today.
fucking
everything seems bad
like nothing will get better
im over analyzing everything
IM NOT HAPPY
are you all fucking blind? and no, things wont be better with a "i think your kindof overreacting, and you just have to stop being so dramatic about things ( Read more... )

so im trying to figure out things and make them better, and by that i mean, the fucking huge mess i got myself into..

sometimes i think i have ocd..

and another thing that pisses me off.
im sick of people telling me i can do better
FUCK YOU!
and people telling me 'whats normal' and 'whats not'

DEFINE NORMALseriously. i get angrier everyday ( Read more... )

my mouth hurts SO bad ( Read more... )