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I am so lonely right now.
I can't stand it.
I feel so pathetic and useless.
My eyes are slowing welling up, again.
Tonight is a night for crying myself to sleep.
I am so exhausted.
My back hurts tremendously.
I wish Ryan was here.
To hold me and cuddle.
Lonely in my bed.
Night.

Hello All!
It's been a long ass time since I have logged on.  But I guess we'll see whether or not I will be able to keep up with it.  Hopefully, this time I will.  Life is life right now.  I finally have my baby at my side again, so all is good.  I am getting really antsy though, I can't wait for spring break and summer.  Laying on the beach and ( Read more... )

Yes, I know it is very funny but no more jokes about the GIANT MUSHROOMS please! I know I still laugh my ass off about it and all of my roommates still give me shit about it . Just like the entire theatre dep. giving shit about going out with Colin (big mistake, I honestly think I was on crack when I said yes, actually no! I had no idea it was a ( Read more... )

Wow! So this feels weird to back here doing this again. I decided I couldn't stay away forever. Anywho, I thought I would drop you all a line and tell you how much I miss you, which is a lot. Well off to stage makeup to make myself look like I was just beaten with a metal pipe - I'm sure Nick will think it's sexy, lol, who cares. Byes.

ooo, i almost forgot

I'm going to PROM! I can't wait to dance the night away.

AFTER FOLLIES SATURDAY NIGHT ( Read more... )

I almost hit a tree, thankfully the car stopped about an inch away from it, and was stuck in a huge ditch. Then the car almost rolled when I tried to get out of it on Monday night ( Read more... )

Went to the OB/GYN today. Yeah...

So the weather is finally nice enough to wear skirts. So I wore a skirt today and when I got out of Children's Theatre it was extremely windy, therefore my skirt was blown up. I knew I should have worn underwear today...lol ( Read more... )