why does it seem like i like to write livejournal posts when i'm really depressed and stressed ( Read more... )

tonight lilith bbg had a good and welfare, and i must say, it was amazing. it reminded me of the old lilith that i had really, really felt attached to- that i called my sisters. but this is the new lilith, and i love us. we are amazing. we are lilith bbg. and we will not die out once all of us seniors leave dammit ( Read more... )

it doesn't become real until random people ask you about it. then suddenly it becomes harsh. and i don't know why.
i love how we're not even in school and everyone knows.
so just so everyone knows: it's no big. i don't care. i got what i expected, big whoop, and now i'm moving on with my life. the end.

I'm going to post an lj post like I used to, and not be all depressed. Because it's about time!

This weekend was AMAZING! It was Chapter Challenge Convention, a new BBYO retreat weekend created that replaced LTI. I had so much fun partcipating in all the different competitions, bonding with my friends in the region, making new ones, bonding with ( Read more... )

so if you haven't heard the wonderful news, THE MIDTERM IS CANCELLED! Thank you 12th grade CORE teachers! I never knew you had a nice side ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

my israeli cousin, who was visiting all this week, just left. my parents just took him to the airport ( Read more... )

so i think i've come to terms with the fact that i am somewhat of an overachiever. but not so much. i don't understand people who think i'm "busiest senior" or w/e, because i'm not. i know so many people who do so much more than me, and truthfully, i think half the reason i do what i do is competition. not just for college, but for one-up-manship. ( Read more... )

so this is what i found when i googled my name (i was bored)-
Send Orly fanmailI am dead serious ( Read more... )

dear mrs. gold ( Read more... )