GOD FUCKIN DAMNIT!!!!!!!!! i swear to fucking god i hate bullshit!! a certain guy i see as a friend and another certain guy i like more than that.....fuck and the guy i see as my friend just totally pissed me off cause i just got talking to him on msn and i really do care about him but in a friend manner...ahhhh i cant help it I LIKE JP!!!! okay?? ( Read more... )

hhmmmmmm........let us see.....my day was very bland i went to bed at 10:30 this morning...got up around 4:30.....my highlight was i'm goin out on a date with a certain guy who i think is just great!!! im really excited about it....... besides that sorry i have nothing to share so i shall sing to you ( Read more... )

eating a twinky at 2:53 in the morning.....not bad in a day of being Cassandra Marie

My heart bleeds no more ( Read more... )

well i got back from jordan's about an hour ago havent done anything since cept watched part of saving silverman...ya!...well the nr show last night seemed to be...incompete...like only 3 bands.....no many ppl there..and neverending rejection had two ppl gone.....but though it wasnt great i still had fun just goin.....and thanks jp for the ride ( Read more... )

well yesterday WAS fun!!! and i really am sorry shuler!!! and thanks again ( Read more... )

reach inside of me ( Read more... )

as usual im so confused....i want to be happy...but what is happy? i want someone.....yeah like the whole thing i believe is lame........a boyfriend...but then i dont...i dont want any specific person right now...but i do want those arms around me...shit i sound like a desparate pathetic chick....one of the chicks i loathe...i just miss that whole ( Read more... )

hey everyone its cassandra!!! here with my sleepy eyes i just woke up.....joy...last night at the nr show i had a blast!!!! the bands were good...but then there was one that the vocals thought he was a sex machine or something...he shall always be refered to as the sex machine.....lol...okay what would you think about a guy that after singer for a ( Read more... )

well anything i would say right now would be incredible emo and i would have to kick the liveing shit out of myself later so............. ill tell you all one of my elaborate stories that you wished you had never heard ( Read more... )