My internet was fucking up all morning. D had said that he was going to come over yesterday to get some more of his stuff, but he was not able to. He came over earlier to look at my computer and get the stuff he needed. It hurt so bad. I tried as hard as I fucking could to not cry around him. He was being so nice. Why couldn't he have been nice to
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I know how wierd and difficult it can be to see and interact with the person you just broke things off with... i mean especially after such a long relationship.... it was really hard for Me to really seperate my life from Josh's... the first few weeks after i moved out... i cried myself to sleep... just b/c he wasn't in the bed next to me.... it wasn't so much that i wanted him back it was that i had been with him so long... i didn't really know how to be me without him....and that made me feel lonely...
but it does pass... of course meeting (who will surely be for me the one that got away) paul helped me get over josh alot... but i know that alot of it was just making sure that i stayed busy and put as much time, effort and well money i could... into the things that made me happy...
you'll start to feel better sooon i know it... you are a tough bug!
love ya
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