Perhaps I was wrong all along. All my life I placed my hatred towards God herself. I surely thought that she was to blame for my suffering. Why would a God of paradise make her chosen one suffer
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Sweetie, don't you know there is no true God, and no true devil? They're just forces waiting to make a junkie out of you. They feed you what you need, and you become their slave. Oh but the sweet thrill they give is a blast.
You disgust me. Your desire to kill many in bloodshed is only so you and a select few can enter Paradise.
You took away the Father of my future incarnation and half of my soul. Dear Claudia, did you forget the verse where it reads that a woman offered a reed to the sun and asked for joy?
In your selfishness you chose to take away joy. My joy.
I am warning you. If you so much as touch my father I will do what I can to ensure you never make it into Paradise.
Oh, Alessa! How deluded you have become. Harry Mason is not and never will be your father. How can an outsider be a true father to anyone of our faith?
You know who your true father is. Most of the town suspected anyway.
I am not looking to cause the bloodshed of anyone except possibly Vincent but you know when She comes, so also comes the judgement. The nonbelievers will be cleansed, and some of them will be purged. It is the way of things. It always has been.
Look at how many times the whole population of Silent Hill was deemed unworthy and wiped throughout our history.
But in the end if I cannot make you remember your true self, the things we were taught and you were meant to do I will find another way, with or without your acceptance.
It hurts me to think that you of all people do not see the great work we are commencing. But perhaps Walter will be more convincing than I.
Harry Mason may not be my biological father, but he is still my joy!
I also know of the judgment. I am not stupid Claudia.
I AM MY TRUE SELF!! DON'T YOU DARE ASSUME TO SPEAK ON MY BEHALF!! DO NOT DARE TO PRETEND THAT YOU ARE HIGHER THAN ME!!
Lay one finger on anyone, including Vincent, and you will suffer. Mark my words.
Now get off my journal!
((ooc: Oh yeah Alessa is pissed off. Not too sure if you know this, but Alessa was pulled before giving birth to the God. In a warped since, Alessa still has the God within her. Ahh, but does Claudia know this? I'd presume not, at least not yet anyways.
Also who is Alessa's father? Kaufmann, Jimmy Stone? Heck there's been jokes that Tobias Archibolt is her father.))
Nilhism , I did not not survive a zombie plauge to die of hoplessness. I believe in something I don't know what. I been virused shot at and lived to speak of it.
Nice to know, I gave up hope once cause no one believed me. I lost my job drank a lot. I was considering suicide at point. Staring at the empty bottles.
I got back on my feet and took down a zombie horde when it was to late. The gods don't need to do anything. Our own fellow man does enough damage.
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Where are you now, Alessa?
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I will wait for you in Midwich Elementary.
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Do you have time?
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You took away the Father of my future incarnation and half of my soul. Dear Claudia, did you forget the verse where it reads that a woman offered a reed to the sun and asked for joy?
In your selfishness you chose to take away joy. My joy.
I am warning you. If you so much as touch my father I will do what I can to ensure you never make it into Paradise.
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You know who your true father is. Most of the town suspected anyway.
I am not looking to cause the bloodshed of anyone except possibly Vincent but you know when She comes, so also comes the judgement. The nonbelievers will be cleansed, and some of them will be purged. It is the way of things. It always has been.
Look at how many times the whole population of Silent Hill was deemed unworthy and wiped throughout our history.
But in the end if I cannot make you remember your true self, the things we were taught and you were meant to do I will find another way, with or without your acceptance.
It hurts me to think that you of all people do not see the great work we are commencing. But perhaps Walter will be more convincing than I.
Even if he is of the other sect, the poor dear.
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I also know of the judgment. I am not stupid Claudia.
I AM MY TRUE SELF!! DON'T YOU DARE ASSUME TO SPEAK ON MY BEHALF!! DO NOT DARE TO PRETEND THAT YOU ARE HIGHER THAN ME!!
Lay one finger on anyone, including Vincent, and you will suffer. Mark my words.
Now get off my journal!
((ooc: Oh yeah Alessa is pissed off. Not too sure if you know this, but Alessa was pulled before giving birth to the God. In a warped since, Alessa still has the God within her. Ahh, but does Claudia know this? I'd presume not, at least not yet anyways.
Also who is Alessa's father? Kaufmann, Jimmy Stone? Heck there's been jokes that Tobias Archibolt is her father.))
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I got back on my feet and took down a zombie horde when it was to late. The gods don't need to do anything. Our own fellow man does enough damage.
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