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Probably one of the most thought induced surveys I've ever taken in my entire internet being.
Name four things that you wish you had:
The ability to lose a significant amount of weight in a millisecond. A job. Um.. I wish he had another fucking job cos I don't feel like waiting anymore. :( And um, a monster truck. Yeah, they're nice.
Name four scents you love:
Hazlenut, gingerbread, gasoline. And there's like, ONE type of axe that I really, really like, it's sorta cinnamony.
Name four things you did today: Played Sims for a million hours, ate waffles.. um, actually that's it. Wow I suck.
What is your current relationship status? I'm not really sure. I like him, he likes me. But. No. I don't know.
What is your sexual orientation? Caresexual. As in, I don't give a shit. I think the actual term is pansexual, but who really wants to get into all that technical bullshit, really? Got a personality? A face? Ok, that's good enough for me.
What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? Most of my friends are really art oriented. Possibly because I go to a fucking art school. But even some from outside of CAPA, they're all pretty talented. And like, in all seriousness, none of my friends are dumb. Forget about report cards, I mean they're genuinely intellegent people. I don't give a shit if you can add 2 and 2, I care whether or not I can hold a conversation with you for more than a minute.
What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? I actually used to be really closed minded when it came to this. Well, not intentionally, but when I looked back at all the people I liked they were all those big, angry looking dudes with long hair, a beard, and a severe alcohol addiction. You're stereotypical metalhead. And I'm just like, what the fuck, no. So now I try to be open minded. I still stick with big, stocky guys. But I need some diversity.
What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? I don't really give a shit. I mean, generally speaking, I probably wouldn't date someone all decked out in Roca Wear and fifty pounds of bling, because I doubt we'd have anything to talk about. "How was you're day, Tyrone?" "It was aight, hit up dat nigga Bruce's crib and hit em in da head wit a glock." "Oh, that's nice, sweetie."
What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? Care?
What is the usual age range you look at? Iuno. Like, my age to 19. Wouldn't go past that, cos what would a 20 something year old want with a 16 year old?
What traits turn you off? Clingy people bug the shit out of me. I like feeling wanted, but when they feel like we need to spend every waking hour together.. um, no. I have a life outside of the relationship, kthx.
Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships? Monogmous.
Are you afraid to ask people out on dates? I actually don't really go on dates. I usually just chill with the person a lot to see if I actual like and get along with them.
If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? I wish I was in a relationship with a certain person, yeah, but for some reason I don't think that's happening any time soon. Bah, it's complicated.
What are the positive points about being single? Flirting without guilt. I tend to be really flirtatious so when I'm in a relationship it's hard for me to not feel like I'm like, mentally cheating on the person. I don't even do it because I'm looking to get anywhere with the person I'm flirting with. I just.. do it.
What are the negative points about being single? I always feel whole when I'm in a relationship, and when I don't have that, it's sorta like the glass is half empty.
When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship? Not really, no. Sometimes I'll get extra lonely and it'd be nice to cuddle, but I don't think I'm constantly on the prowl when I'm single.
How well do you handle rejection? Pretty well, because by then it'd be apparent that the person just wasn't right for me.
Do you miss your last sweetie? Eh, I don't think I miss him as much as I miss the feeling of being in a relationship.
Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you? Let it find you.
What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? Few months.
The shortest? For serious, if it doesn't exceed a month or so, than it wasn't really a relationship.
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad? I think it's okay to spend a lot of time with each other, but both people have to remember that the other person has friends, and they have to remember their own friends. You can't become completely engulfed in a relationship because when it's gone you have nothing and no one to fall back on.
Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment? I'm not worrying about a life long commitment for a looong time.
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? Eh, little bit of both I guess.
How do you prefer to handle disagreements? I argue very well, haha. And I have a tendency to make people feel like shit. I.e. I always win.
How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? I feel like I should shank 'em.
Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? I'm pretty sure it's beyond a crush by now. And yeah, they know.
What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? A long time.
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? Yeah. What's the point of having a crush if you don't tell them? Because without them knowing nothing can ever happen.
Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? LOL yesyesyes.
Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? Yep.
How do you feel about long-distance relationships? It's hard because you're always thinking about them and wishing they were there, and the longer they're gone the more you crave their presence. But I think if both people are commited to the relationship, it'll last. I just don't think complete isolation from each other would ever work because you need physical contact to a certain extent. No, not sex. But I mean, who doesn't like to cuddle and shit?
Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them? Yeah.
Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Now? No. I'm too young to deal with that kinda crap. In the future though, I probably wouldn't mind. I actually really like kids. I'm a pretty maternal bitch.
What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? Take responsibility for my actions. I'm not sure if, at least at this age, that I'd keep the child. I'd find a good family to adopt them. But if I was older and financially capable of keeping the child, I probably would.
Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? Yeah I guess.
How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? Um, I don't really think it's a big deal. Someone's morals and shit are more important than the God they believe in.
How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? Not an issue at all.
In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? It's one of the things you'd find higher on the list. I'm not saying book smart, but if you can't hold a conversation for more than ten minutes than move on.
In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? Again, another one of those more important characteristics. I'm a really sarcastic person myself, so if you can't understand it and joke back, than no. Not happening.
What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? Just expressing appreciation and shit. Simple things really. Cute text messages, telling me you miss me, yada yada. I'm a girl, I like stupid shit like that.
What was your first kiss like? Let's not talk about that...
What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? Arms. Not really muscular or anything, but strong, firm arms are hot.
What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? Face.
How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? Not really important I guess.
How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? Again, not important, even though I never really go for skinny, lanky guys. SHUT UP I'M NOT A CHUBBY CHASER. >:O
When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? The other. I might hint that I want to, but I don't go for it because I'm always paranoid that they don't want to.
Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? Yeah.
Were you single at the time? Yeah. I wouldn't go around making out with people if I was in a relationship. That's just fucked up.
What are your ticklish areas? Sides and neck.
What do you most like about making out? I like when it gets aggressive. >_> I'm a fucking freak.
How much do you think sex changes a relationship? I wouldn't know.
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness? MILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being highest]
how do you feel about casual sex? Eh, I don't know. Right now, since I'm a virgin, I wanna lose it to someone I care about. But after that, I probably wouldn't mind a little nookie here and there. I'd never like, chronically sleep around. But everyone's got needs...
Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? I may end the relationship but be friends with benefits? Err, probably not actually. Those things never work. Someone always gets attached and ends up hurt.
Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love? Well I don't wanna sound like a relationship is only revolved around sex, but when your needs aren't being fulfilled, that's when temptation arrises and SHAZAAM, the other woman comes in.
Do you believe in love? Mhm, def, but that doesn't mean that there's a love out there for everybody.
Do you believe in love at first sight? Nah.
Has someone ever told you they loved you? Yeah.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Once.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? Yeah. :(
Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Monogamous. I don't understand open relationships. The point of a relationship is devoting yourself to one person. If you wanna go fuck a bunch of people, than stay single and be a hoe on your own time, kthx.
Have you ever been married? Oh yeah.
How do you feel about marriage? I want it. But not now.
If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? Gimme ten years.
Do you plan on having children someday? Eventually.
Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah yeah.
Have you ever been dumped? Yeah.
Have you ever dumped someone? Yeah.
Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? Yes.
Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? Yeah.
Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? Yeah. :(
Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt? I get headaches a lot, but that's probably only from the crying.
Have you ever been unfaithful? Never.
Have you ever been cheated on? I don't think so..
Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? Yeah sorta.
Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? Once.
Did it work? Nope. No surprise there though.
Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? Depends if the problems were genuinely solved and the people matured and changed.
Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? Yeah.
Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? Nah.
If so, did you ever made amends? ---
Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch? Yeah I've actually lost touch with all my exes except like, two.
Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? Yeah.
Were you afraid to do so? Sorta.
Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them? A lot. I've tried talking to him a few times but he never gets back to me. My fault. Shouldn't've expected anything. Hi Joe.
If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel? Sorta shitty. I don't like being on someone's bad side, especially if I cared a lot about them because I actually probably still do.
Have you ever longed to get back together with someone? Yeah. I still probably wouldn't mind..
But yeah, sorry it's been extra dead around here lately. School's pretty chaotic. Job hunting sucks. And I know some of you that've just hit up college are pretty busy. So it's aight. I'm thinking around Christmas break, which shit dies down a bit, I might be able to get on here more and start up those weekly activities and shit.
Au revoir for now.
Name four things that you wish you had:
The ability to lose a significant amount of weight in a millisecond. A job. Um.. I wish he had another fucking job cos I don't feel like waiting anymore. :( And um, a monster truck. Yeah, they're nice.
Name four scents you love:
Hazlenut, gingerbread, gasoline. And there's like, ONE type of axe that I really, really like, it's sorta cinnamony.
Name four things you did today: Played Sims for a million hours, ate waffles.. um, actually that's it. Wow I suck.
What is your current relationship status? I'm not really sure. I like him, he likes me. But. No. I don't know.
What is your sexual orientation? Caresexual. As in, I don't give a shit. I think the actual term is pansexual, but who really wants to get into all that technical bullshit, really? Got a personality? A face? Ok, that's good enough for me.
What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? Most of my friends are really art oriented. Possibly because I go to a fucking art school. But even some from outside of CAPA, they're all pretty talented. And like, in all seriousness, none of my friends are dumb. Forget about report cards, I mean they're genuinely intellegent people. I don't give a shit if you can add 2 and 2, I care whether or not I can hold a conversation with you for more than a minute.
What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? I actually used to be really closed minded when it came to this. Well, not intentionally, but when I looked back at all the people I liked they were all those big, angry looking dudes with long hair, a beard, and a severe alcohol addiction. You're stereotypical metalhead. And I'm just like, what the fuck, no. So now I try to be open minded. I still stick with big, stocky guys. But I need some diversity.
What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? I don't really give a shit. I mean, generally speaking, I probably wouldn't date someone all decked out in Roca Wear and fifty pounds of bling, because I doubt we'd have anything to talk about. "How was you're day, Tyrone?" "It was aight, hit up dat nigga Bruce's crib and hit em in da head wit a glock." "Oh, that's nice, sweetie."
What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? Care?
What is the usual age range you look at? Iuno. Like, my age to 19. Wouldn't go past that, cos what would a 20 something year old want with a 16 year old?
What traits turn you off? Clingy people bug the shit out of me. I like feeling wanted, but when they feel like we need to spend every waking hour together.. um, no. I have a life outside of the relationship, kthx.
Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships? Monogmous.
Are you afraid to ask people out on dates? I actually don't really go on dates. I usually just chill with the person a lot to see if I actual like and get along with them.
If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? I wish I was in a relationship with a certain person, yeah, but for some reason I don't think that's happening any time soon. Bah, it's complicated.
What are the positive points about being single? Flirting without guilt. I tend to be really flirtatious so when I'm in a relationship it's hard for me to not feel like I'm like, mentally cheating on the person. I don't even do it because I'm looking to get anywhere with the person I'm flirting with. I just.. do it.
What are the negative points about being single? I always feel whole when I'm in a relationship, and when I don't have that, it's sorta like the glass is half empty.
When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship? Not really, no. Sometimes I'll get extra lonely and it'd be nice to cuddle, but I don't think I'm constantly on the prowl when I'm single.
How well do you handle rejection? Pretty well, because by then it'd be apparent that the person just wasn't right for me.
Do you miss your last sweetie? Eh, I don't think I miss him as much as I miss the feeling of being in a relationship.
Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you? Let it find you.
What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? Few months.
The shortest? For serious, if it doesn't exceed a month or so, than it wasn't really a relationship.
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad? I think it's okay to spend a lot of time with each other, but both people have to remember that the other person has friends, and they have to remember their own friends. You can't become completely engulfed in a relationship because when it's gone you have nothing and no one to fall back on.
Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment? I'm not worrying about a life long commitment for a looong time.
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? Eh, little bit of both I guess.
How do you prefer to handle disagreements? I argue very well, haha. And I have a tendency to make people feel like shit. I.e. I always win.
How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? I feel like I should shank 'em.
Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? I'm pretty sure it's beyond a crush by now. And yeah, they know.
What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? A long time.
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? Yeah. What's the point of having a crush if you don't tell them? Because without them knowing nothing can ever happen.
Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? LOL yesyesyes.
Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? Yep.
How do you feel about long-distance relationships? It's hard because you're always thinking about them and wishing they were there, and the longer they're gone the more you crave their presence. But I think if both people are commited to the relationship, it'll last. I just don't think complete isolation from each other would ever work because you need physical contact to a certain extent. No, not sex. But I mean, who doesn't like to cuddle and shit?
Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them? Yeah.
Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Now? No. I'm too young to deal with that kinda crap. In the future though, I probably wouldn't mind. I actually really like kids. I'm a pretty maternal bitch.
What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? Take responsibility for my actions. I'm not sure if, at least at this age, that I'd keep the child. I'd find a good family to adopt them. But if I was older and financially capable of keeping the child, I probably would.
Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? Yeah I guess.
How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? Um, I don't really think it's a big deal. Someone's morals and shit are more important than the God they believe in.
How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? Not an issue at all.
In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? It's one of the things you'd find higher on the list. I'm not saying book smart, but if you can't hold a conversation for more than ten minutes than move on.
In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? Again, another one of those more important characteristics. I'm a really sarcastic person myself, so if you can't understand it and joke back, than no. Not happening.
What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? Just expressing appreciation and shit. Simple things really. Cute text messages, telling me you miss me, yada yada. I'm a girl, I like stupid shit like that.
What was your first kiss like? Let's not talk about that...
What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? Arms. Not really muscular or anything, but strong, firm arms are hot.
What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? Face.
How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? Not really important I guess.
How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? Again, not important, even though I never really go for skinny, lanky guys. SHUT UP I'M NOT A CHUBBY CHASER. >:O
When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? The other. I might hint that I want to, but I don't go for it because I'm always paranoid that they don't want to.
Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? Yeah.
Were you single at the time? Yeah. I wouldn't go around making out with people if I was in a relationship. That's just fucked up.
What are your ticklish areas? Sides and neck.
What do you most like about making out? I like when it gets aggressive. >_> I'm a fucking freak.
How much do you think sex changes a relationship? I wouldn't know.
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness? MILLION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being highest]
how do you feel about casual sex? Eh, I don't know. Right now, since I'm a virgin, I wanna lose it to someone I care about. But after that, I probably wouldn't mind a little nookie here and there. I'd never like, chronically sleep around. But everyone's got needs...
Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? I may end the relationship but be friends with benefits? Err, probably not actually. Those things never work. Someone always gets attached and ends up hurt.
Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love? Well I don't wanna sound like a relationship is only revolved around sex, but when your needs aren't being fulfilled, that's when temptation arrises and SHAZAAM, the other woman comes in.
Do you believe in love? Mhm, def, but that doesn't mean that there's a love out there for everybody.
Do you believe in love at first sight? Nah.
Has someone ever told you they loved you? Yeah.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Once.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? Yeah. :(
Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Monogamous. I don't understand open relationships. The point of a relationship is devoting yourself to one person. If you wanna go fuck a bunch of people, than stay single and be a hoe on your own time, kthx.
Have you ever been married? Oh yeah.
How do you feel about marriage? I want it. But not now.
If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? Gimme ten years.
Do you plan on having children someday? Eventually.
Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah yeah.
Have you ever been dumped? Yeah.
Have you ever dumped someone? Yeah.
Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? Yes.
Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? Yeah.
Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? Yeah. :(
Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt? I get headaches a lot, but that's probably only from the crying.
Have you ever been unfaithful? Never.
Have you ever been cheated on? I don't think so..
Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? Yeah sorta.
Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? Once.
Did it work? Nope. No surprise there though.
Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? Depends if the problems were genuinely solved and the people matured and changed.
Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? Yeah.
Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? Nah.
If so, did you ever made amends? ---
Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch? Yeah I've actually lost touch with all my exes except like, two.
Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? Yeah.
Were you afraid to do so? Sorta.
Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them? A lot. I've tried talking to him a few times but he never gets back to me. My fault. Shouldn't've expected anything. Hi Joe.
If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel? Sorta shitty. I don't like being on someone's bad side, especially if I cared a lot about them because I actually probably still do.
Have you ever longed to get back together with someone? Yeah. I still probably wouldn't mind..
But yeah, sorry it's been extra dead around here lately. School's pretty chaotic. Job hunting sucks. And I know some of you that've just hit up college are pretty busy. So it's aight. I'm thinking around Christmas break, which shit dies down a bit, I might be able to get on here more and start up those weekly activities and shit.
Au revoir for now.